one more week before e-learning.. sob. this sem passed super fast.. next week gonna be week6!!


30/10-- biophy qiuz
1/11 --biophy presentation
2/11 --BSBM qiuz
2/11 -- hand in gem assignment
3/11 --grad party meeting

i think i learn nth for BSBM.. and i looked at the notes is super lots of things for mi to study.. next week gonna take back a&p chem.. LKS said those score den 30mks must come for extra lesson!! okay i'm definitely one of them..

and recently really hard to save money.. sis say got a restaurant hiring people.. and is at vivo city!! wondering shld i go for interview.. coz now quite broke le, and also dun wan keep taking money from daddy..
5:15 PM


today overslpt again.. but was better den ytd la.. ytd overslpt for 1 hr.. today, 1/2 hr.. haa!! i still super relax lor.. slowly do my things den still go and iron my lab coat! haa of course i'm late for lesson, but not the latest.. heez.. during prac time talk to dawn den when brendon heard, he said not again! ahha.. i nv ask him to listen la.. haa..half way thru the exp den realise we did wrongly, so got to redo again.. oya the next lab students were doing something with the frog.. ahha so interesting.. den i stand there and see cuz quite curious.. Dr el took the frog and show mi. haa.. but inbetween got glass.. cuz is another lab.. and they are DBT yr 2 students.. which means next yr i also be doing tt?? haaa.. okay back to my exp.. so end up we were the last.. but nvm at least got finish and got the results.. after tt went for lunch den library.. lalala actually nth much for today's lesson.. yar.. went to club after lesson.. saw alex there and i actually asked him to acc mi to the toilet! haa but jus kidding la. den he jus keep bully mi.. yesh a big bully.. but at least my mood got better . haa.. den had a chat and watch soccer match.. cls vs spsu.. half way he went for captain ball den mi continue to watch with angela.. went off after the first half.. she went to work and i went home.. and i suddenly craving for chocolate so went vivo alone.. went to candy empire to buy! heez.. waa tt place was flooded with ppl .. jus went off after buying.. reached home, had my dinner den went to hg with sister to play pool.. hee i won! okay nth to be proud off.. coz daddy gave us money, den still got left so went gelare for ice cream.. oo i ordered strawberry paradise.. heez.. feel super guilty for ordering such a expensive one.. heex. $9.80! but really felt better after tt ice cream.. den went home after tt..

hey dawn, i'm happy for u!! and i'm envious!! haa..

the useless girl ran away from it when she had to make a choice..
11:32 PM


becoz of a promise, u made mi trusted you. but now i regreted. seriously regreted. nv gain my trust again.
8:08 PM


arrr.. i'm running out of ideas for my CRS thingy.. i'm doin on euthanasia, hmm actually i agree with it.. but as i read more reviews by other ppl, starting to have a second thoughts.. some of it really very true.. hmm how how.. haa. but since i have started with agreeing it i think i shall carry on with it.. but really this issue is really a complicated one.. cuz there is too many things to consider abt.. yep yep.. hope after blogging some ideas will come running to mi.. heez.. jk..

okay morning went to meet pk at cp for his breakfast.. he never fail to let mi wait for him.. haa.. when i reach there he was still waiting for bus nia.. he went to buy and had a super short chat.. cuz both of us are nearly late for sch.. haa.. hmm he did smth really surprised mi.. haa.. finally see a change in him.. l0ls!! this guy dunnoe is go sch or wad.. he only bring his wallet and hp.. din even bring his pen la.. haa..

den we both went off to sch la.. i den realise i forget to bring my chem notes.. and today got chem test!! k first lesson was chem prac.. haa super clumsy, cuz i dunnoe how i squeeze that thing lor.. water all spilled out.. heez.. but today's titration was a success !! got praise by teacher!! heez. he siad our solution colour was the best among all. heez.. *clap clap* for dawn and jiawen.. l0ls.. after tt went for lunch and went library to do the ppt thingy.. and went off for chem make up lesson. den got 2 1/2 hrs long break before the test start.. so went library study.. okay the test was quite difficult.. for mi la.. the last 10 mks qs i dunnoe how to do. i really spent very long doin tt la. arr.. dunnoe how will i fare for it.. after test got biophy presentation.. only a few grps presented today... i really have to admit i'm bad.. cuz during the presentation, i kept laughing.. and is tt one grp i kept laughing.. i told dawn abt wad i'm laughing and she laughed too!! when she try to stop she saw mi still laughing and she laugh again.. but actually we two also suffering.. cuz laugh but cannot make noise.. stomach super pain.. heez.. reason for laughing cannot say.. heez.. okay back to presentation.. our grp din present today.. for this presentation dawn really did alot alot of things lor.. she even print out and divide the slides for each person la.. so good doing with her.. but i also got do la.. haa..

after lesson went to meet jb den went to have dinner with jb, marlon, xue shi, chun mei, and 2 of their friends at amk.. actually marlon wanted to go cwp but most ppl wanna go amk so he got no choice but to go amk.. and he look so unwilling la.. haa.. after dinner den went home...

arrr.. ytd whole day was having headache lor. den super xin ku.. cuz still have to study for chem.. den today no more headache but comes stomachache.. is not those wanna go toilet de pain nor cramp.. somemore the pain is on off de.. from morning until now.. and now super cold.. hiding under my blanket and typing this.. haa.. okies i shall go back to my euthanasia thingy.. wahahaha.. pain no more pls!
11:48 PM


stayed at home the whole day.. studied for a&p chem.. but still got no confiendent lor.. oya gonna go vivo city again during e-learning week!! yay!! haa.. got to save up money and buy lots of candy from candy empire!! woots! muhahaha.. and gonna have water fight again.. this time rd wen will win!! heez..

i can't find the same pendant as my old one.. arrr..

*pls let mi find it!!
8:49 PM


kukuku.. haa.. today woke up slack and take my own sweet time.. den i realise i forget to print my notes.. so had to rush sch print.. arr so regret.. went to take lift saw my neighbour and her grandson.. lols tt boy so cute and noisy.. how i wish i got one bro too.. which i always hope for.. at least will liven the hse.. cuz sis always come home very late.. hmm mi too actually.. den hse always quite quite but still not very bad cuz still got interaction.. haa ytd my dad said tt how good if we always stay at pri3.. l0ls.. but aniway i'm already late for sch.. still i went up to library.. o0o i saw shirley.. long time nv see her le.. den went up saw shah and marlon playing comp.. arr so envious.. faster print my things den went for lesson.. yea i'm late but not the latest.. hee.. i'm super noisy la.. drop my phone den drop my file.. bla bla bla.. LKS lesson again.. haa.. he gave mi lolipop again.. although i din really ans the qs correctly.. super sway la.. cuz for tt qs i dun do, den i told my friend if he call mi must help mi.. after i said tt, he called my name.. arr.. somemore the thing he ask is not abt h0w to do tt qs, is wad tt word means... haa i dunnoe la, my friends also dunnoe.. l0ls.. he den ask somebody else and he got back to mi again.. haa.. den the last lesson was math.. 0o0 brendon sat beside mi, den of cuz talk la.. haa.. i keep making fun of him and another girl from his church.. cuz mi and dawn feel tt the girl very cute and nice.. haa.. talk abt church thingy.. okay once again being called by teacher.. haa this time rd i really gave a very stupid ans. those who heard it laugh la.. but lucky the teacher din heard it.. heez.. and somehow also got help from other ppl.. haa.. the qs she ask very weird de.. she asked.. for math eqn.. why the RHS is more simplified den the LHS.. haa.. actually i said.. after u simplify the RHS den u will get the simplified LHS.. haa.. oya got actually we got hw.. den the next lesson is tml.. so i turn to brendon and say haha tml no sch.. he say ya den he say shhh still do tt action.. super cute.. mi and dawn burst in laughter la.. hahaha!!

after sch went library to meet jb den went to cp to meet chelle.. that pro girl made us waited for her for 1/2 hr.. thx girl. the acc mi to go study.. den went for dinner.. on the way mi and chelle like 3 yrs old kid la.. keep screaming and beating each other.. and she owe mi 29 times.. she's dead!! haa.. so after dinner, chat abit and went home..

today read this phrase from the book.. it goes like tt.. ''the only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone''
11:18 PM


hmm jus feel like blogging again.. jus read somethings and dunnoe why felt so emo abt it.. a very strange feeling.. perhaps..haiz..

next week onwards gonna be busy.. quizes, presentation, reports.. i know there's report to do but dunnoe when is the deadline.. arr i'm jus a procrastinator.. always do things last min.. sian. hope this time rd things wun cramp together..

*u are my motivation

*thx for being my motivator
11:34 PM


had a g0od rest today.. slpt alot alot.. keke.. chelle they went to escape but din join them.. act goin dinner alone.. but so coincident they are at cp too.. so went to join them and they acc mi eat my dinner.. after tt we walked ard cp.. den they all hungry so i acc they to go eat.. chelle brought herbal chicken soup den she say the chicken the hard.. very difficult to take the meat out..l0ls.. so mi and jb help her.. i took a few piece out and put it at her bowl.. at the same time i also eat.. she saw it and laugh.. but dun noe wats so funny.. haa.. den went home after tt.. my dad came and drive mi home.. jb and shi hui acc chelle home. i guess..

i jus wan to share my joy.but i guess it was irritating.
10:27 PM


Thursday

On the way to take mrt met casper.. and we chatted for the whole journey.. super long nv chat with him le.. feel tt I've grown up. Used to talk abt sec sch stuff and now we were talking abt polty stuff le.. haa. We talk abt ICE camp and he told mi abt his camp.. yep.. first lesson was math cad.. at the end of the lesson we had to print out those qs we did.. den some ppl print other stuff too! Den end up whole class printing other stuff.. L0L. den in the noon we had BSBM lesson.. is like almost half of the class slping.. ppl infront, beside and behind mi all slping.. haa.. den at the end of lesson, the teacher took attendance, almost everybody put the head down and slp nia.. haa.. but finally la the lesson ended.. I'm always the first to stand up de. Heez.. had an hr break. Went to mac and I asked brendon to join our table.. I showed him a pic and told him is a pic tt I pee.. he was like speechless.. haa . actually is not I pee is after playing water my shorts was wet and the water dripped onto the floor.. haa.. but jus so funny looking at his exp.. last lesson was CRS.. after tt went to club to see if anybody goin home.. and also asked help for the datasheet.. ya nasir is truly a demanding tutor.. hee jkjk.. den went home with tzehao.. he's a big crapper la.. keep intro ppl to mi.. L0Ls! On the way home keep listen to the song tui hou..hmm also dunnoe why.. after reaching home, recieve a call.. hmm made mi super shag and quite no mood also... so i was kind of not replying everybody.. i'm sry tt made u all so worry.. i'm really not in the mood to say anything.. promise wun do tt anymore..

Friday

I went to sch with my super low mood.. while waiting train at outram, saw yonghui.. very long nv see him le.. had a short chat with him.. he's a super nice guy.. he was late for sch coz overslept on the train.. first lesson was BSBM prac.. I went into the lab with my super sian sian face.. dunnoe wad I'm doing for the prac and din help much too. So sry.. was playing with the powder thingy den xiang sheng gave some concern.. thx! Jus happen tt brendon was sitting opp mi.. he seems so happy everyday.. and I asked him why.. he gave mi a blur and no link ans.. which made mi laugh.. the first laugh of the day. How g0od being blur and innocent..At the end of prac.. most ppl left den saw him still doin his datasheet so went to help him.. we were the last.. when abt to leave. The lab tech said who left the test tube in the boiling water.. coz nobody ard le, we went to take it out and clean it.. he very cute la.. stil use the brush and clean one by one.. and I only rinse it.. after tt he left with Jerome den I went off with dawn.. we went to library first to submit some stuff den went to meet ziyan they all.. went for lunch at FC3.. I was super duper full and I kept sayin so full. And dawn laugh at mi nia. We went back too library again. I also dunnoe why.. angela called mi and I met her outside library for a short chat.. hmm feel better after tt.. den went off for my gems lesson.. slpt almost the whole lesson. But I'm more tired after tt.. the fouth week le and i still haven print my notes yet.. alvin split half of his notes and lent mi to put on the table for nice.. haa.. and so coincident tt dawn and my lesson ended early and abt the same time.. so went to walk walk and saw tze hao.. so we sat down and talk crap.. half way saw sha who is on the way to meet marlon.. den mi and dawn went for LKS lesson.. haiz.. 2hrs.. we super wanna go off early lor.. but is 100% impossible de.. we still use timer to count down lor. But today got a lollipop from him.. or rather most ppl got it la. Haa.. but still very happy la.. although it seem silly.. finally lesson ended.. he took extra 5mins lor!! When to club to meet marlon to exchange back our bag.. I think the two days of gay life for him was great yea.. haa.. ooya his mum like tt bag.. heez I got go0d taste baa. Haa jkjk. Den they went for soccer training.. mi xueting and jb stay in club for awhile and went down to see their training.. xt went off early and left mi and jb.. jb went to play soccer and tzehao came to talk to mi.. he started tt thing again.. and now is accumulate to 8 liao.. tzehao u shld understand ba.. when they finish their training I went to play awhile too.. heez. After tt we went back to club.. the captain ball ppl also finish their training.. they wanted to have dinner together.. while walking to the mrt station I den realize I'm the only girl.. kind of weird.. got jb, marlon, tze hao, tat xiong, wei jian and alex.. we were deciding where to go.. haa I suggested sengkang and punggol.. and they suggest I dun talk better.. after voting we went to bukit batok.. they wanted to drink bubble tea and alex said somewhere along the street got one shop selling.. haa after seeing the exp after they drank the drink and the way the treat alex.. kind of know how the drink taste like.. haa.. lucky din buy.. l0ls.. den we went off for dinner.. I was super clumsy la. My shirt kana the noodle sauce.. dunnoe issit i talk too much den eat too slow or they eat very fast.. coz when they were abt to finish, mine was still full de.. and they say eh u haven start to eat ar.. haa.. den i was super clumsy la. coz my shirt kana the noodle sauce.. marlon, jb and tat xiong saw it.. so embarassing.. den when i drink the milk tea, the tea kana my white shirt again.. arr.. den i'mjus super slow la.. tat xiong dun allow mi to talk.. when i wan to say smth he will say i got ask u ar.. faster eat ur noodle.. but end up i din finish eating la.. ya and we were talking abt the AD&D.. woots.. end up I din finish the noodle.. den went to take train home.. finally home sweet home!!

Saturday

Woke up ard 10.. prepare myself den went to take train to bukit batok to meet dawn… coz goin to brendon's church.. we took the bus but dunnoe where to alight and end up we missed the bus stop… cuz we asked the bus driver.. den had to alight cross over den take back the same bus.. was abit late.. den brendon bring us in and met his cell grp mates.. all of them very friendly and nice.. haa.. had some ice breaking games.. had a short chat with some of them.. but always got quite after awile.. so I was looking at brendon waiting for him to say smth.. haa.. gave tt blur look again.. but afterrall stil okay I think.. haa.. went up for service.. den mi and dawn went off after tt. Nice knowing some of them.. oya saw zhi xian and Melissa there.. yup.. met jb for dinner at hougang mall.. he made mi waited for 36 mins and 38 sec.. nice try.. went to long john and saw wen jing and her sis.. super funny.. wen jing recog jb but jb dun noe who is she.. after after knowing she's wen yu’s sis den he got some memory back.. heez.. after tt we went to buy shi lin's xxl crispy chicken!! Although I’m super full but I still but coz very long nv eat le.. I brought it home so tt my mum can share with mi also.. den went home after tt.. went to cp take buy food for my mum.. hmm I think tts all le. Haa..

haiz i lost my four leaf clover pendent.. arr.. sian.. acc mi go thru my 'O's de.. bet i can't find it le..
10:50 PM


today the moment i woke up, got leg cramp nia.. den had to wait for awhile.. which lead to mi nearly late for sch.. den had my breakfast.. kana choke by the cake.. only got one prac lesson today.. but the lecturer fully utilised the three hours lesson.. she din let us go after we finish our stuff.. but during lesson i disturb brendon again.. he said we corrupt his mind.. dots.. haa.. he really very slow! so funny.. after lesson went to meet kelly at FC1.. den chat with her and mark.. and had our lunch too.. after tt mark went for lesson, mi and kelly went to jp to buy cake for melissa, coz today is her birthday! happy 17th birthday.. den after tt jus very low.. really really low.. den saw wc goin to play bball so went to play also.. played awhile only, coz need to go for frisbee.. jus no mood to play frisbee lor. and today really so sux at it la.. is like so near mi and yet i can frop the frisbee.. and for a few times la.. haiz.. before frisbee met jb and chelle.. they go to library to wait for me.. yep.. after frisbee went to meet them.. and very coincident, my sis secfriends are actually marlon's fyp mates! funniest thing was tt i dun recog them but they recog mi.. wahaahaa.. is like s0o0o long le lor.. den mi, chelle, jb, marlon, xue si and chun mei went to vivo city!! that place is like freaking big!! ahha.. we went to the FC to eat.. tt FC really very nice.. got pic! haa.. jus like back to the 80s like tt.. haa.. den actually quite tired le.. so abit no mood also.. but i really tried my best to be enthu le.. after dinner, we went to the roof top of vivo city.. i really like tt place!!!!! tt place very nice, beautiful and fun!! at first kana trick by marlon.. he splash water on mi.. coz there got a very shallow pool.. erm i aslo dun noe wads tt call.. haa so end up all of us went there play.. jus kicking water ard nia.. but really really very fun!! when u go there and play den u will understand how fun it is.. and is like for so long i finally laugh from the bottom of my heart le.. haa den the mi and marlon were the wettest la.. and the two bastards push mi down to the ground la!!! can guess who is the 2 bastards la.. haa.. so we were dripping while walking.. we went to sit down to dry ourself.. haa i really enjoy the playing part la.. den rest, talk crap and went to take train.. coz already quite late.. haa xue si and marlon had a deal la.. marlon have to carry my bag for tml the whole day.. and their bet is one cup of fruit juice.. haa.. so we exchange bag.. l0l.. haa really very sissy la.. we exchange our stuff on train.. he's bag very small lor.. haa.. all of us were freezing when in the train den when stand up, the seat is wet lor.. haa so have to wipe. if not very embarrassing.. l0l..

today really enjoyed myself and really cheer mi up.. been a long time ever since i had so much fun.. at that moment really forget abt all problems and really feel great.. I LOVE VIVO CITY!!! soon will go there again!! haa.. and i jus discover my wrist got one big blue black.. must be one of the them nia.. haa.. now i'm feeling hungry le.. coz jus now play too much.. heez..






















12:06 AM


0oo today's CD lesson was push back by 1/2 hr.. so started at 8.30.. during grp discussion the lecturer see us like so dead nia and asked if we had our breakfast.. haa of course i say no, coz i thought he wuld let us go for breakfast jus like last week.. haa but end up dun have!! haa i think too much le.. but really la i nv had my br4akfast so very hungry also.. yepz.. so after lesson brought smth to eat.. heez.. haa end up was like during lunch break still quite full nia.. lessons all the way.. haaha!! today i'm super high and happy!! really happy.. and was laughing all the way..

after sch went to play bball for awhile.. actually was waiting for tzehao and jb de.. den end up kana ps by the 2 of them.. ahha den mi kana said by angela.. l0l.. coz she's waiting for mi.. heez.. den both of us went to meet marlon.. on the way i think i've made marlon's blood pressure rise. haa.. went to wl den took bus home with angela.. yep yep. i told her abt it le.. hmm i jus feel very bad abt it.. haiz.. went home for dinner den went to cp to meet chelle and jb.. actually they goin to hm de.. but coz of mi they came to cp instead.. actually i really appreciate and very gan tong nia.. heez jus tt i nv say out la.. i noe i'm idiotic keep making u all boil.. but thx so much.. knowing i'm low and came to acc mi.. i will smile de.. =) heez..

dunnoe why recently jus so many problems.. one after another. when will everything end.. i know this gonna be a long one.. but i wun give up de..

aja aja fighti!! go go jiayou!! '')
12:13 AM


I SORRY, REALLY SORRY..

i din do it on purpose de.. really sry.. ='(
12:21 AM


0oo today was the first to reach sch worz.. haa.. miracle leh.. den had normal lessons, yep after lunch break really brighten up my day. heez really.. den i was like laughing all the way.. my classmates jus can't stand mi.. i admit i'm crazy.. =D!! so jus laughed the whole day nia.. actually i've already, but saw brendon and started to laugh again.. i also dunnoe why.. and he laugh too which make mi laugh even more.. haa.. went home straight after sch, coz was feeling super tired.. on the way met brendon again.. haa.. and jerome. so took train together.. and i laugh again la. and they really think i'm weird.. and i found out something!!! heez.. brendon and jerome were so scare of ... heez.. tts really funny, esp their expression la..

on the way home, had to walk past the very big field.. and was really hazy la.. and the psi was 130! gosh..
8:06 PM


jus now someone said something to mi which nobody had said it before.. which is i've form a barrier between mi and my friends.. i admit i'm scare of telling ppl things and not sharing things with them.. the problem lies with mi.. is not tt i dun trust u.. i feel bad too.. when u guys tell mi ur problems but i dun say out mine.. i'm sorry if i've somehow hurt u.. i dunnoe is tt good or bad.. but i noe its difficult for mi to change my thinkiing..

hmm was reading some of my friends blog.. saying tt.. blog is something for ppl to read, so there is a restriction to wad u write.. very true.. there is alot of things u can't write.. esp personal stuff.. hmm yar..

one day i will let u know.. waiting for tt day.
11:16 PM


06. Perhaps Love (Is this love?) (Remix Ver) / HowL & J translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

I don't remember when it happened.
I'd get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It's a little awkward that I keep saying to you that "it's nothing"
and that "my heart's just trifling"

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings, the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I'm already inside of you, just how you're inside of me.
I don't know if we've gotten used to the meaning between us.

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it. Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I'll make up for all the time lost.

I'll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can't leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me
6:47 PM


today finally can slp until very late le.. but all thx to chelle and jb.. called mi and wake mi up.. haa but actually they called mi was already 2pm.. hee.. but still slpy la.. so conference den decided to meet out for dinner lor.. actually meeting at 5pm de. but mi and chelle were late. but she's later den mi.. den we travel to cwp.. yay.. they two very weird de.. always do weird and ugly stuff.. haa.. actually had a fun day la.. but i was jus feeling weird the whole nite and quite low.. but they keep make sure tt i'm happy la.. thx ya..

problems are there to be solve and i'm really very scare.. and i know i will be very sad.. coz i'm already feeling tt way now.. hmm also feeling very xin ku.. coz of another problem.. haiz!! can someone tell mi how.. she got no mood to smile le.. jus hope everything gonna be fine and when u are happy she will also feel happy..


12:01 AM


last nite conference with chelle and jb until 2am.. they two super hyper and i was already dying le.. coz very tired.. the best thing was i have to wake up at 6 la.. haa.. actually chelle ask mi to give her morning call.. end up she called mi instead of mi calling her. . haa and i was late.. yaa.. today first lesson was practical.. hmm not bad den ended quite early.. haa and we decided to go to FC3.. the most coincident thing was tt.. all my class ppl were there! haa.. coz we hardly go to FC3 and eat.. yar.. haa.. skip my gems lesson jus becoz went to chelle's sch open hse.. hmm shall not comment abt it.. haa.. on the way there jb dun let mi slp.. den i was super shag coz very tired la. den quite quiet at mjc.. after tt they acc mi to ps to meet my classmates.. hmm actually is class outing.. feel bad nv go to watch movie with them.. but meet them for dinner.. den feel bad again coz i ps chelle and jb.. and was called as a psk.. l0l.. hmm met my classmates, not everybody came.. yar.. we were deciding where to eat and i suggested to go to esplanade.. we brought long john there and eat.. heez.. long time nv go there le.. yup yup.. so after eating we took lots of pics!! hee.. initially i'm the only one very enthu la.. haa.. too bad they got a classmate like this always force them to take photos.. hee.. but nobody say dun wan.. i guess.. haa.. yea.. haa i dunnoe why today they keep saying mi short. okay i admit i'm short but dun noe why today they keep saying.. haa esp tt brendon la.. haa.. oya.. we played truth or dare and the guessing no. game.. den brendon kana.. and they asked him qs la. er i forget is wad le but sort of have to choose a girl la.. den he choose mi.. and guess wats his reason.. coz i'm short.. thz ar. den when brendon ask qs, he was really blur la.. and everybody was like aiming their shoes at him le. and the whole day i jus call him sotong.. hee.. took pic with hin and ben.. arr.. they say i'm so short.. dots dots dots!!! haa but overall was fun.. first time see some of the guys so scare..


heez.. my class!!



hmm our pose look familiar? heez.. and okay i admit i'm short can.. tts why i'm the first.. l0l!!



wahaha found smth different??



found it..? heez..
1:34 AM


arrr today super tired so skip the first lesson... anyway its math tutorial, so its okay.. so reach sch abt 12 for BSBM lesson.. actually really dun feel like going to school.. but dun wan to miss lectures.. but regret going. coz can't focus during lesson time and was really sian.. hmm but got better during CRS.. coz got grp discussing so not tt boring.. after lesson, went to club to meet angela they all to go and take train together.. ya.. den quite sian so asked chelle out to crap.. l0l.. and she very g0od.. coz she made mi wait for her for 45mins only la.. haaa.. chelle thx ar. haa.. after tt pei her go and eat dinner.. den walked ard in cp.. and jb join us at there after his dinner.. so three of us went to our usual place and talk.. hmm talk abt lots of things.. and they two very pei he each other lor.. haa.. i'm jus like a audience there la.. haa..

actually promise my mum to reach home by 10pm de, but reached home ard 10.45pm ba.. hmm although she nv scold but feel quite guilty la.. coz the past few days reached home quite late.. den tml gonna have class outing so for sure gonna reach home late de.. and still haven tell my mum abt it.. arrh..
11:39 PM


y0z y0z.. haa.. today on the way to sch was playing with my camera.. den dun noe wad i press la.. deleted all my pic in the cam.. but luckily i uploaded all the pics already.. hmm but actually wanted to show dawn the pics but no chance.. today only got one lesson.. which is practical.. haa den we was pouring smth la den very funny la overflow.. kanna laugh by the teacher.. hmmm weird teacher.. haa.. but overall still okay.. hee.. after tt went to discuss abt the crs thingy and went off to meet kelly.. yea on the way met angela and mark.. so we went to have lunch together.. hee.. after tt angela and mark went for lesson, mi and kelly went to club.. den we played monopoly.. haa awhile only coz very boring.. kelly and nasir they all went to library.. mi went play bball.. began to like bball-ing.. simply becox is fun not becoz of other reasons..! after tt went library to find them and stay there to long already.. end up was late for frisbee practice... waa tt was tedious.. haa.. the court was really big can.. ahha. fell down 2 times.. l0l.. must luckily was at the field.. but during later part if the day u den realise went i knee down my knee very pain.. l0l.. stupid jiawen always injuried herself.. dots.. okay back to the frisbee.. after tt was super tired went to rest in the club and went off to see them play captain ball.. and i played soccer!! hee.. mi, kelly and angela very sway.. coz three of us also kana hit by the ball la. haa.. but really very fun.. today really sweat alot.. but enjoyed it.. haa.

after tt went to causeway point to eat.. got kelly, angela, shah, xueting, jb, mark and marlon.. after tt shah, mark, marlon, xt and kelly went home first.. but after awhile we went home too.. haa.. today was super fun.. hee..

11:27 PM


boo jiawen is having her dinner! haa or shld it be supper??? l0l!

today slpt during whole journey to sch.. first time.. hee.. den wake up become super tired.. went to the first lesson.. CD.. haa actually quite like tt lesson la. haa and we took class pic today!! yea so happy!! den took some pic with my classmates.. hmm lessons were as usual.. hee but today whole day feeling so happy.. heez. after sch went to library to find jb they all and same time wait for chelle. 00o she came to sp wor.. haa.. went to mrt station to meet her, went to club put bags den went to FC4 to eat.. with jb, shah, marlon and angela.. yea took photos with shah and marlon while they buying food.. haa den got alot of funny things happen during the whole thing la.. haa.. after tt went back to club.. shah and marlon went for soccer training.. yea we sat at the bench there and talk alot yea.. okay jb mi and chelle.. wahaha cvss RC united!! l0l.. 0oo jus so fun.. can talk abt everything without no worries.. hee.. after tt went back club continue chat.. and join shah and guys break fast.. yea.. den play scissor paper stone.. with marlon, chelle and jb.. haa marlon quite good coz din hit very hard.. michelle also.. wahaa here comes jb.. wahaa my habd not only red la.. still got those red red spot lol.. now still have!! haa but his also have.. hee.. den went back club.. chelle and mi got nth to do so we play scissor paper stone again. wahaa this time not hit the hand but must split ur leg de la.. hmm i also dunnoe how to explain.. hee so fun playing.. yea.. den due to some things.. jb was being targetted.. wahaaha.. the cls torturing game la.. haa den actually wanted to help him.. den tat xiong said.. u are still yr1 still got long way in cls den alot alot la. haa.. den i think they came up smth abt shooting bball de.. if jb win den no need to be torture.. haa he lose.. so they do it at bball court.. hmm actually the seniors quite good le.. coz compare with wad i see last time.. this time rd really go easy on him le.. haa i also quite bad la.. coz while they are torturing him.. i'm playing bball.. ops.. but got chelle there la.. haa.. after tt went back club again and went to take train.. and funny la. coz the took the train tt is going to je.. so i thou they going clementi to eat.. so alight from the train lor.. den end up is they nv wanna go see.. haa so ask marlon and sha to wait for us and we took the red line home.. drop at woodlands and tgot tze hao, jb, chelle and mi.. they brought ramly burger and we send chelle home and they ate the burger somewhere near her hse.. after tt we went home.. hee.. had a great day!! chelle must come down to sp yea.. haa..



our class!!



yea peanut butter biscuit cookie monster!!!!
12:11 AM


lala.. hmm nth much abt today.. everything was normal during lessons.. after sch met jb den waited for kelly to finish her stuff.. i went to look for kelly and jb and friends stayed at the library.. on the way saw alex.. den we went to find kelly together.. haa along the way crapped alot.. he's a big crapper.. after meeting kelly we walk back to library to meet jb den walk to club.. and kelly was hmm-ing all the way la. haa. den talk to kelly abt that thing.. den she ask mi to tell jb too.. haa.. and before i say anything he already know le lor.. haa.. but good la at least no need to say out.. wahaahaha.. den ask his view abt it and can ask alot of things coz he knew it already.. haaa.. den acc jb to eat dinner at cp.. l0l i really got alot of things to say lor.. and thx for being a good listener.. l0l..

hmm i wun give up de.. smiles =]
9:12 PM


hmmm shall blog abt ytd nite..

chelle called mi ytd nite den we chat until 4 plus.. hmm chatted for 4hrs plus ba. hmm said abt alot of things.. she told mi abt her problems.. den i really feel sad and angry la.. not angry at her but ppl ard her..really hope i'm jus there will she needs help.. 2 of us also very emo.. den end up she cried while talking.. me feel very very sad la.. ppl are jus so selfish! only care abt their own and not caring abt others feeling.. and stressing ppl out..!! and are u fit to say u are her friend.. haiz.. jus so many things happening to her la.. i will always be there de.. so must cheer up!!

den told her abt tt incident too.. actually she called mi tt nite but din tell her.. coz she's still having exams.. den ytd told her wad happen.. aiya.. mi very emo again.. so.. ya lor.. but its already over.. rite now jus very worry abt her.. hope everything gonna be fine..

really hope this sem will pass very slowly.. coz..
10:38 PM


wahaahaahaa.. had a meaningful day!! hee

woke up at 7 den do my thigns all this and found out i'm gonna be late.. haa.. but lucky got daddy drove mi to kranji mrt station to meet my classmates.. and reach there at 8.. yea i'm not late! but quite a no. of ppl late.. so wait awhile.. haa den our great class rep made us took the wrong bus.. tt bus was going to jb.. hee thx ar. so waste my $0.65! haa.. so went back to the mrt station and took another bus.. yea tt was the correct bus.. the old folks home we went to was vilia francis.. i think very long time never go to old folks home already.. hmm so i thought gonna be fun and yea indeed it was. haa.. our first task was to pick up leaves!! ahhaa.. pick pick pick.. yeaa after tat some gals went to help out in the kitchen some guys help to wash the filter of dunnoe wad. haa.. hee mi went to kitchen too! wahaahaahaa... they are jus washing outside the kitchen so can look out and see and laugh at them.. but we also kana laugh la.. coz we got to cut of the rotten part of the leek.. one super duper big big mountain of leek.. haa.. i stand there and cut for 2hrs but the mountain like still same size de.. haa.. den the chief cooking at the other side.. gosh i'm so hungry lor.. coz i nv eat breakfast.. so continue to cut my leek lar.. den finally lunch time.. after lunch can break awhile.. som some of us played truth or dare.. ahha.. the luckiest was shawn i guess.. he kana alot alot of time... hee.. and whenever kana xiang shen, mi kenneth and yu chong sure got the same thinking.. haa..!! yea so after lunch all boys and some girls went to help out to cut the leek.. haa.. coz must finish cutting all.. if not we left le den nobody cut will have to throw it away... very wasted.. yea.. so can u imagine how much isit.. tt needs s0o0o many ppl to do.. l0l.. so0 fun working in the kitchen den i was standing beside brendon.. he very cute lor.. he use a chopper to cut the leave.. gosh.. den whenever i use my knife to point at him he very scared.. haa some more i did it alot of times.. hmm but very sorry.. din mean it.. hmm mi too playful le.. s0rry.. den we must cut some of them into small pieces.. and i see the way he cut really scare mi! the chopper is very very near his fingers! scary.. lucky nth happen.. and we start to pack the things and left ard 2.. i think.. after tt we went to play pool.. but some of them din go.. after playing a few rds.. went to play arcade with ben.. after tt da rong join us.. and we played the game where u must keep hitting one.. which i dunnoe the name.. got alot of stage.. if u win u can continue.. haa.. i'm so lousy k.. haa.. yea.. after tt went for dinner and home sweet home! haa..
10:48 PM


lalala.. basically the whole i'm laughing like dun noe wad.. and i think my classmates can't stand mi.. l0l.. ahha.. k i'm laughing abt mine and dawn's 'secret' ahhaa.. surprising the last lesson of the day i din fell aslp and i was very awake lor.. hee dunnoe bocoz of the coffee or tt secret.. haaa.. after tat went to club find kelly they all.. haa kelly very bad.. dun wan pei mi go watch soccer.. but i went with sma de samantha.. yea.. haa.. but i left for dinner before they start the match.. hmm but on the way back.. i saw tze hao goal.. haa.. at least saw 1 goal yea.. haa and overall cls won!! yay.. 5-2.. hee..

okay talk abt the superstar pop musical.. well it simply rwaks!! really very nice!! the dance, the songs and the lyrics.. and saw quite a no. of ICE camp ppl.. haa.. after the show actually wanted to go meet chelle de. but on the way there she got smth den cannot meet mi le.. haiz.. still thou can talk coz really long time nv see her le.. hmm shall meet her another time den..

okay tml going to do some CIP w0rk for CD.. and guess wad.. meeting 8am at kranji.. l0l.. the time now is 1.08am tml sure can't wake up.. haa.. so i shall go orh orh now.. hee..

12:50 AM


y0y0y0!! rotted for 2.5hrs.. another 1/2 hr more to lesson.. she's the happy girl agian.. haa.. morning jus happen so happen laughing things tt made mi laugh and laugh.. hee.. she had forget abt it le and dun wan to talk abt it anymore.. yea.. and now feeling damn happy la.. coz.. ahha only kelly noes.. l0l.. secret!!

next lesson is gems and i think i'm gonna slp in class coz i super duper tired.. coz woke up at 6!! and lesson gonna end at 5.. gosh.. alright hopefully tonite can go and meet chelle.. yea finally today is the last day of her promo!! happy for her!!! hee.. wahaahaa looking forward to meet u and gonna talk alot as usual.. hee..
12:35 PM


haiz.. when is the last time i cried.. been so long tt i dun remb.. and today i cried.. i noe i shld not be affected by wad u said.. or maybe to u is not a big deal.. do u really know mi well? if yes u wun say those things.. maybe u dun noe but those words affected mi.. i noe i shld not think or be affected by tt but i jus kept thinking abt it.. i really try not to think..

but i jus feel lucky coz at least there's someone there i can tok to and listen to.. promise wun cry le.. and i will really constantly reminding myself ignore the whole thing.. jus let mi be down for the nite.. tml i will smile again..
11:17 PM


yea ytd slp very early! 11pm.. but today morning wake damn tired.. jus dunnoe why..haa so keep falling aslp at every lesson.. hmm the first half of the character development was very boring.. den tt teacher ask mi qs.. den i can't talk la.. my words is like some part got sound some part dun have.. den i repeat my words alot of time.. den some of them laugh lor.. hmph.. second part of the lesson was.. one girl paired up with another boy.. den have to tell each other abt some thing tt touch ur heart.. my parnter was michael.. he's someone whom i think din talk to at all in class.. so i thou he was a very quiet guy la.. but infact he's not.. and get to know him better.. haa.. oyea and i talk abt i injuried my leg and alot of ppl cared for mi.. esp during camp time.. ya.. only 6 people in the class den the rest were outside classroom and talk.. so i asked the 5 of them to sit together and chat abt our class another abt one another.. haa.. and we came up with a bonding session!!! yea!! haa.. den ppl outside classroom came up with the class outing!! ahhaa.. so coincident lor.. haa.. yea so0o happy.. haa.. really can feel tt everybody trying to bond the class together.. i really love my classmates.. and really hope we can all be bonded together.. hee.. whenever tts improvement in our class relationship i will jus be very happy.. haa!

after sch went to find kelly den when to FC to meet markie and angela.. blablabla.. den went to take train with kelly, jingbin, xueting, huatjin and jie wei.. yar.. take train to woodlands den took bus home with jingbin.. aha.. he's a good listener.. coz on the way home i really talk alot alot. haa..

i think i've make my choice..
9:18 PM


arr morning nearly can't wake up.. coz too tired already.. hmm.. nth much abt today's lesson.. lalala.. met kelly after sch den sat outside club talk while waiting for angela and jingbin.. haa den tt very idiot kevin played with a underwear found in club la.. haa dunnoe whos.. he very er xin!! he put a soccer ball inside the underwear and hang it outside club.. den i dun dare to open the door la.. coz is hooked at the door knob.. l0l.. den played hai dai with alex again.. haa so funny la.. i keep laughing coz i no more voice to say den sometimes jus no sound de.. haa.. and i'm winning lor.. haa.. den played scissor paper stone with jingbin.. lose must kana hit .. one word for jingbin.. power.. haa.. hmm nth much la.. only tt my hand now still red lor... after so many hours.. den got one dot one dot of red spot only la.. haa.. got wad i mean? l0l.. after tt went to cityhall there to chit chat.. got angela, jingbin. alex, qing zhen and mi.. we stay inside the mrt station.. haa den become overstay.. had to pay 2bucks.. den jus now alone crossing the road.. i din notice it turns red man den i jus cross.. haa den the taxi move i got shock.. l0l.. today whole day so xin ku.. coz no voice.. den when i talk my friend din catch i also dun feel like repeating le.. coz talking very xin ku.. haa.. hope can faster reply.. tonite shall have a early nite.. coz super tired.. alot ppl tt went to IC jus keep falling aslp in class lor.. including mi! so difficult to concentrate in class.. haa..

constantly reminding myself not to think abt it.. but sometimes jus din realise tt i'm thinking..
9:59 PM


y0z y0z back from IC!!

okay start from friday..

friday was really very shag for mi.. coz lesson from 8 to 5.. this is the first time i'm having lesson for such a long time la.. after lesson went to club.. but we can't go in.. so went to SMA club.. den feldy did something very daring la.. haa.. if u wan to noe go to the window of SMA club.. blablabla had pizza for dinner and went for IC..

had some ice breaking games den we were divided into grps.. yayaya!! i'm in wanwei and calvin's grp.. hee.. hmm our grp got quite alot new faces.. and our gro name is jiao lang (bird man).. L0L! den had banner painting.. i went tp take the cloth, haa dun to some blurness i got last to choose the cloth la. haa and i got yellow.. but i got the first to choose paint! haa. . den kana painted by huatjin and elaine.. after tt we had nite game.. we are supposed to find light stick tt belong to our grp one.. tt game was quite fun.. coz we had to hide from the gm and do duck walk so tt they wun see us.. den must think of ways to get another place all this.. haa den after nite game went to bath.. the toilet got alot of cockcoach la.. haa after bathing is slping time!! haa..

day2

wake up quite early.. actually alot ppl wake up very very early den i very lazy. so continue to slp haa and the few last to wake up but still very early lor.. after breakfast went for water games.. although my knee injuried i still can play! yay.. haa hmm actually i forget most of the games we played.. hmm i will update again when i remb.. hee.. den had our lunch.. after lunch was another round of water games.. but this time got add flour, soup butter all this la.. hmm very dirty type of games.. hmm the highlight of the whole was the wet slope.. coz of my knee la.. den can't play.. okay they have to roll in the mud pool first den climb up the slope with the help of one another.. den our gl's are kana torture and had to save them.. and i really xia dao when i see wad they did to the gls!! gosh.. den we felt quite angry la.. but later wan wei got explain to us.. and wet slope was the last station.. after tt went to bath and had our dinner.. den we had a man-made campfire.. haa.. the fire was man made la. den sand alot alot of camp songs.. finally was the nite walk.. daniel told us some stories abt sp.. haa actually qutie scary la.. i got paired with kevin.. so coincident tt his boys were paired with our grp's girls.. and we were the last few to go la. so get to slp abit.. when is our turn, i'm already very tired..haa.. hmm overall for mi la.. i think not scary.. partly becoz i'm very tired den not the first time walking so can somehow expect wad will happen la.. got some part quite funny.. esp nasir and aaon.. nasir was behind us trying to scare us and aaron jump out wanted to scare us to.. but end up nasir got scare.. and we 2 end up laughing lor..haa.. tt's one part i think was great.. at MLT2.. the tt very narrow and dark road.. haa really so dark tt can't see anything.. yea.. but the time everything ended was abt 4 plus..

day3
the last day of camp.. and our last game of the camp was the amazing race.. haa and our grp only left 6 ppl playing but nvm! haa.. cl join in our grp too.. hmm the race have to run alot la. den my leg got blister so run quite slow. haiz.. dunnoe i got drag down the grp anot.. den overall we are the third grp to finish.. went back to sac foyer.. played hai dai with my papa and alex.. haa and all of our hands ar like so red la.. den very funny.. i keep laughing and alreay no voice liao ma.. so say tt hai dai thing half way thru no sound come out.. so funny lor.. den we had our own gro debrief and did bili banja! yay my fav.. and finally break camp..

hmm den we went to jp sweesen to have our dinner.. and tt ended my day!!

haa great news for mi! haa i din fell down during this camp k.. although got 2 times nearly fall.. haa. den felt blissed .. coz got alot of ppl's care.. haa i think they really scare i will fall the forth time.. hee really thx.. esp angela and kelly! heee.. and also must thx papa mama!

yeah IC!!
11:25 PM

JIAWEN
EIGHTEEN
SINGAPORE POLY
BIOTECH
16 DEC
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