Tuesday, January 30, 2007
TIRED
tonite gonna be the last nite of the wake..
past few days had been travelling between here and home.. actually many things had happen.. but i jus dunnoe wad to write..
today had my first paper.. hmm i guess it was alright.. but wun do well.. coz i'm not well prepared. den rush back for the praying session.. and tonite had to stay overnite... tml will be a busy day i think.. yup yup.. this few days smth good happened too.. cousin bonding.
i hate the moments tt i'm alone.. coz i tend to start thinking of alot alot of things..
not feeling okay at all.. hate the way i'm feeling now. feel like breaking down anytime.. but i noe i can't.. hate holding back my tears.. hate to let u see mi crying.. hate to put on a smile when i dun feel like to at all.. jus feel like crying like nobody business.. i thought i'm strong.. afterall i'm still a human..
12:03 AM