i'm feeling much much much better le!!!! =D

today =)
dinner at amk. and someone own 25mins hor!! haha.. den talk talk talk. den went amk hub.. haha super noob mi. first time there.. l0ls.. actually thou alot of shops open le. but went to the 2nd den realise tt is not the case! wahaha den kana suan la.. argh! haha.. den went to the super big ntuc. super fun there. haha.. i mean we create our own fun there.. wahaha.. one of the stupid thing we do is.. coz we wanted a chill wine, but there sell de all not cold de.. so we put the wine at the milk section den hide it behide the milk.. to cool the wine.. haha!! den went to walk ard the ntuc first.. den before we leave we went to take the wine la.. haha!!! and yaa i coz a 'dog' to faint. l0ls!!! wahahaah!! and we dun look like 18 kays.. heez.. den today took 86 home. actually the travelling time abt the same as 159.. except for some walking.. haha..

a big big thank you!!

i seriously thanks for the nite. i'm okay le! i wun be a busybody again le!

ytd.
went out with xueshi, chunmei, jingbin, marlon and darren.. went tcc first.. oreo mocha frappe was nice=) den went pool-ing at marina square. althought was freaking ex la.. but coz no other pool centre ard so jus went there de. my pool skill still the same la!! no improvment! haha.. and!! how many of u actually know tt, eddie murphy acted as norbit, rasputia(his wife) and mr wong?? oman i really dunnoe la and felt so stupid when they were saying abt it.. l0ls!! den dinner. and esplanade roof top! =) played frequence game den had some forfeit. jus so happen to have another grp of ppl there so had some interaction with them den had some forfeit tog. they super sporty and fun =) oya they are from SIM. haha everybody have their own weakness.. den was late so made our way the the mrt station. and guess wad we saw?

witness an accident! we were waiting to cross the road. den heard a loud bang and went to turn and see, we saw the taxi bang into the bicycle and the cyclist flew out of his bike. i'm seriously stunned. stone for a few sec den ran there.. coz i think no ppl there ar.. the taxi driver came along. den some uncles. moved the bicycle aside den stand at the side staring and not able to do anything!!! oman. i'm a super sucky first aider. den those uncles tried to move him to oneside! but infact they cannot do so la.. but i did nth to stop them. i shld de. i can de. but i did not! argh.. waited for ambulance to come and we left. still stunned and scared and disappointed. was super xia si ren la.. although the cyclist mei you sheng ming wei xian.. i guess laa.

and ytd nite was a long nite for mi. lied on my bed for very long before falling aslp. and for wad i tell u i mean it. this is wad u have choosen and i will respect ur choice. but if anything were to happen, u cannot turn to mi.. and yesh i mean it. and from this point of time, i wun care anymore.

eddie murphy

= =

they are the same person!!





11:32 PM


wanted to blog abt wad happen ytd. but seriously not in the mood to do so. but will blog it another day de.

feeling super xinku ever since last nite. i think i'm jus too busybody le lor. i dunnoe why i so sad abt it, i dunnoe why i'm so angry abt it. i dunnoe why m i feeling the way i am now!!! the feeling super yucky.. and now i wun say anything le, i wun do anything le.

looking forward to dinner. to someone who is not involve at all.
2:14 PM


why?!

why is so many things happening ard me.?

wo hao fan hao xin ku.

history seems to be repeating again. some already happen but for some... if i can stop it from happening again, for sure i will. but.. haiz i really really dunnoe!!! i have my worries, i have my fear.. friends are really impt!!!
7:42 PM


tired tired. haha

same thing happen again!!! omg. jus preparing to get out of my hse it started to rain la!! so took bus to cp. den missed my stop coz was thinkin of smth la.. and guess wad, when i alight, rain stop le!! can i noe wads the prob.. kays. met jen at bugis. haha. know this girl during national camp and only for three days and friends for almost 3 yrs? and we always say wanna meet out, and for the past 3 yrs we din la!! until today. and yesh we went shopping!!! bugis street, and she is cute la.. got a crumble shopping list. hahaha!!! she brought the small fred perry bag and yesh i'm gonna get the big one!! =) shop shop shop and we decided to go to orchard! haha.. but was a totally a wrong decision!!! read on. went far east had our meal den walk ard. den went roxy shop, wanted to get wallet but got a cap instead.. haha.. den was nightmare la. coz we heading to wisma and by den chingay already started, and lots of ppl la!!!!! had to squeeze our way through.. the street was really flooded with ppl~ wrong day, wrong timing.. finally reach wisma la.. shop shop shop.. den made our way to taka for ice cream.. hehez.. den to cine for neoprint! =D but today feel tt i super dun look good in pics.. dunnoe why.. den chingay was finishing soon so we faster made our way to the mrt station.. if not gonna be lots of ppl again.. haha..

yesh had fun today =D enjoyed her company so much!

he say: shopping is a troublesome thing. only shop for the sake of buying.
she say: shopping is a pleasure although tiring. =)


( from jen's blog) =)



11:29 PM


today is not my day!!! haha!

interview actually is from 10.30 to 11am den i woke up at 10.30 la!!!!! den reach there ard 11.30..l0ls.. somemore today bad hair day!!! but things goes well for tt interview.. haha. all thx to jen!! =D den was super tired, so went home.. den on the way chelle call mi to meet for lunch.. yesh tt dear girl made mi waited for her again.. l0ls.. den went home pack my house abit.. haha coz mummy daddy coming home.. l0ls. den went to meet chelle again. she going for chingay, mi going bugis. den suay things happen again.. jus abt to left hse, started to rain super heavily! so need to take bus to cp. den when i alight, the rain stopped!!! and chelle was late again!!!! so waited for her, which den cause mi to be late.. haha.. parted at dhoby ghaut, mi headed to bugis.. haha.. i'm late for 31 mins. l0ls!!!!! den shop shop shop, laugh until so tired la... i din buy anything.. haha.. den home for dinner.. brought haagen dazs ice cream! =) reach home, jus sat at sofa den fell aslp! haha..

ice cream+chocolate+laughter = wonderful medicine!

tml girls shopping with jen!! =D
11:41 PM


got a sudden urge to blog now! wahaha!!! on phone with chelle now.. she's mugging super hard now. haaha!!

actually now feeling quite fan.. but dun fan abt wad..

and now i super scared! really really scared.. i dunwan history to repeat again, and so ya i also dunnoe wad i wan.. haha.. stupid girl! %&$^&&^ SIAN!
1:15 AM


ytd

dinner with ww and alex. met alex first and made mi waited for 37mins 48s. haha. den walk ard to wait for ww. coz ww at sentosa so change our dinning venue to vivo! haha.. walked from orchard to ps. it was a super tiring journey lor!! yaa so went vivo to meet ww. felt abit guilty coz i think she with her friends de.. den she came and meet us.. yaa. oya before tt went pet farm at vivo and went to see the mini schnauzer and she still there! haha.. super duper cute!!! give mi one yr time! haha.. kays i think by den she already sold le lor.. haha.. so i will stop dreaming.. heez.. den met ww, went carl jr.. my third time of the mth le.. haha.. sat there super long and chat... emo hrs again.. l0ls.. den tt dumb dumb alex spilled the whole cup of lemon tea den kana three of us.. and used all the tissue.(pics will be uploaded) den make until super messy la. the whole mountain of tissue there! haha.. so decided to change seat.. and continue our emo chat again.. l0ls.. sincerly hope tt retributions are over.. den went to rooftop continue chatting.. hehe.. left ard 11 plus to catch last train.. ww on her way to westcoast for camping. den mi and alex took train to amk. coz mummy daddy went cruise so can go home late! hehe.. den from amk walked to yck den took cab home.. haha.. den on the way home got police check, but mi nv kana check! l0ls..

todayyy

went sch to return the laptop, but that lady not there!!! den went club chat awhile with ww den went to play captain ball with the seniors and gls. was super hot! and yesh, i'm short, hands short, legs short.. blabla.. haha.. so got disadvantage in playing captain ball!!! but nvm i still enjoy the game.. haha.. den dinenr at clementi and home sweet home! went cold storage wanted to buy BnJ ice cream but no more!!! sadded. reach home den slack! haha.

den den den, got one of my good friend super sad! and somehow, i feel sad too. hope my little act had cheer u up! heez. *smile* =)
10:38 PM


ytd movie again~ haha.

daddy drove mi to cousin hse den daddy, mummy and aunt went to somewhere.. haha.. so mi, jenna and joey~ nth to do, so decided to go for movie. we were like taking our own sweet time la.. joey still showing mi his guitar skill.. l0ls.. show start at 9.45 and we left hse at 9.30 la.. l0ls.. reach shaw plaza, flooded with ppl buying tickets nia.. den was abit late for the show.. we watched norbit!! a super funny show.. haha.. after movie, went back to their hse den after awhile sista came.. den start to play card games.. i'm super bad at heart attack la.. 10 rds i kana hit for 9 rds.. l0ls.. screaming and shouting in the middle of the nite.. super fun. haha.. den daddy called and we have to go home le.. reach home ard 2am le..

den today stay at home nia. actually going out with cousin de.. but den sista woke up very late.. so nv lor.. den jus now very happy la.. hehe.. coz i went 7-11 den... haha..




eventually i will get use to it..
10:05 PM


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

ytd had reunion dinner with cousins!! jenna, joey and aunt.. happy happy. =) oo got roasted pig! l0ls. and is ex la. haha.. they came in the evening, den play cards, chats! den dinner dinner. lots of food! credits to mummy. haha =D after dinner, we continue our games and stuffs. check movie timing. den parents drove us to ps for movie! while the adults when to dunnoe wad jie cai shen.. haha.. we went ps, brought our tickets . wanted to go for nice and ex ice cream.. but shops were all closed.. so went paradiz centre to play pool, coz it was still early.. we watch mid-nite show.. nice chat with joey =) den was abit late.. den the escalator and lift not working la.. coz already 12 le.. den have to walk up 7 story!! we were already late! but still went to buy popcorn drinks and nacho! haha.. went in, lucky show not started yet.. watched dream girls.. tt was a nice movie! haha.. after movie daddy drove cousins home first.. den was super noisy inside the car.. haha.. reach home, near 3am.. wash up den slp! haha..

this year mummy say cannot go bai nian coz ah gong's death.. yar.. so.. but is alright =) there's always other years =) hehe..

cousins rawk =D





7:28 PM


CLS retreat~

morning went to queenstown mrt station to meet up with everyone den off to mr ho's hse.. went to the function hall. den had our lunch (buffet treat from mr ho) and did on our ppt.. done with everything, we move on to aloha loyang. check in, choose room, rest den was presentation time~ l0ls.. after presentation, went back to room. and we try to slove my laptop problem.. dunnoe why no image.. haiz.. end up, we gave up! haha and played heart attack and snap! wahahaah.. super funny la.. and the loser was weikang! he has to kiss a guy la. and went to the other room, mark was slping.. and wanted weikang to kiss mark but, before he kiss.. he woke up la.. haha but still he kissed him.. l0ls. den den den was dinner! another round of buffet! haah.. lots of food la.. and everybody were watching hua yang shao nian shao nu.. l0ls.. after dinner, went up room den another rd of snap with weikang, wanwei, yutai and jiayi. the girls are the best!! wahaha jaiyi was the loser and had to stick his face against the window and take photo!! hahaa.. den half way thru the game, wyane, alex and gang came up and drag ww down la! haha and threw her into the pool!! den the war started can.. dunnoe who started it de but den most yr2s were down la.. den some yr1s.. and i'm wet too can.. haha.. after the fun, time to lao yu sheng! wahahaa.. we were all like wet wet de.. hehe..

the yr2s first den followed by the yr1s. den tt dumb dumb alex put tt thing on my clothes la.. den mi of cuz must throw back ma.. so it ended up on the floor and i have to clear up the mess la.. den realise i threw salmon too~ l0ls.. so wasted la.. haha.. but who is the cause leh.. haha.. den soon many left.. coz they catching the last bus from aloha to pasir ris.. played some games wih ww they all den went bathing.. after tt went chatting with alex. chatted for super duper long la.. for dunnoe how many hrs.. emo hours. haha.. den drank alcohol too.. volka and johnnie walker.. he was scared tt i will drunk la.. haha.. but i guess i was abit drunk.. l0ls. den wayne came join us too. and he stop mi from drinking le. haha... somehow alcohol din help.. but jus feel like drinking.. we chatted abt alot of things and we concluded tt, is retribution la.. haha.. maybe..
we are in the same boat nia.. wadever it is.. i've made up my mind le. nth will change it anymore! coz u all din learn to appreciate things and taking everything for granted.. emo emo emo~ let this be the first, last and only time ba!

den orh orh ard 4 plus.. went home in the morning.. den evening meet chelle and oth to vivo.. mood was super not good.. problems after problems~



me and ww!! we are wet~ haha


the year ones.


.after food war. haha


and i was said to have cause this mess.. l0ls!! i only contributed to a samll part kays.. haha
11:50 PM


happy valentine day!!

shall talk abt ytd first..

ytd brought extra tickets and tried to sell to the tourist there.. den met a few japanese ppl. and had some difficult in communication la.. haha.. yesh den i remb how i communicated with yuki(my jap friend). but still manage to sell the tickets! jap ppl are alway so friendly and nice.. haha..

completed my job and i can walk ard.. hehe.. went to diff stations to see the diff teams playing.. ppl working in the zoo are very nice too!! haha.. and i saw this zoo keeper alot alto of times. tt time went recee saw him a few times, den this time also saw him again.. l0ls. den re watch the animal show again.. den after the whole race, photos photos! haha.. champion team was oth's team. l0ls.. den after tt went back sch. took cab back. coz was super tired le.. but got 4 of us la.. haha.. jus went back to take oth de wallet la.. tt dumb dumb left his wallet there.. den den went suntec to meet up with ben wy shah marlon zw jx. they went shopping! hahaa!! but i was super tired actually.. and was lagging behind.. haha..

and i finally clear my misunderstanding of... haha!! took trian home and slpt on the way! haaha..

i will make the best out of the worst!!

today went sch jus to take laptop nia.. den went to club.. play battleship.. den went home put laptop, meet up with angela at bugis go shop shop.. but din buy anything. reach home, order pizza and daddy paid! haha.. ordered alot of stuff and i'm so full!! wahaha.. and jus noe tt sista got the same top which i wanted to buy!!! oman.. tired tired.. shall slp early! no slp for tml wor.. haha..

我好辛苦。
10:36 PM


zoo amazing race. =)

morning went choa chu kang to meet up with the gms den went off to zoo~



happy three friends~



alex is always a bullier!! haha..



the champion team!! without mi~ l0ls..



GMs~



*beloved yr3s*


tired shall blog in details another day! haha~
11:14 PM


slp at 6am in the morning!! coz i too good le lor.. wahahaha.. acc chelle to study den was on the phone with her until 6am. den she went to prepare for sch, i went to slp.. l0ls.. and dunnoe why i was haiz-ing all nite without realising la. until chelle said mi.. den was looking thru all those stuff.. blablabla.. self-entertain myself as she has to study..

den noon meet oth at kovan.. he wan to check out smth.. had ice cream. but is not effective at all!!!! *arbish* den went to buy mineral water for tml thingy.. l0ls.. thz s0o0oo0 much for carrying seven bottles of 1.5L.. hehe.. i also got contribution la.. 3! haha.. so we carry had to bring those bottles back to sp..

yep yep. den went club, play abit soccer, went the jae thingy.. and i bluff oth friend tt i'm i'm yr1 next sem.. l0ls.. kay i think i failed. haha.. den went back club.. no ppl le.. nth to do so play neopet. wahaha oth de account lor.. den him and nasir play battleship. den played neopet de tug-o-war.. super duper funny la!!! esp when satyish came to help too.. so we four take turn to play.. wahahaha..

den the soccer guys came. had a half complete battleship game with ben! must find one day to complete!! hehe.. and they went off to play soccer.. and i was bored and ww only coming at 7 plus so i went home.

sometimes i really find it ridiculous lor. and now i seriously feel tt does all worth it. wad u did ppl nv know and nv appreciate! kay so be it den.

*hey girl, no matter how hard the time now is.. remb there's always mi kays! i know how it feels.. it sux. yesh. wadever it is can always come to mi de!! =)

yesh yesh. today felt so pampered! hehe.. thx for tt song! haha..

tml is zoo amazing race.. hmm i guess tt will be the last event the yr3s taking part yea? no matter wad hope tml can take lots of photos with them =)
8:53 PM


我疯了，我一定是疯了！！！

气死我了!!!

oman.. k relax..

ytd got a funny conversation with xs.. really laugh until stomachache le... sry i din do it on purpose de.. hehehe.. k there it goes.. copy from his blog de. wahaha

jw: hmm u transfering sch ma?
xs: hmm..dont noe lei...y u ask??
jw: hmm coz i read ur blog ma.. den coz u say can ming zheng yan shun bla bla bla...haha but the thou of it got she bu de
xs: u she bu de mi arr...dont tell mi u like mi
jw: erm u pls ar..

hahahaha i was like laughing like hell can..
3:35 AM


spent the whole day alone, and was great! haha.

slp
slack
stonning
watch tv

i love to slack! haha

den went jogging in the evening.. yesh i love evening! i love the sun most during tt time!! haha.. was running ard the field near my hse.. and saw this grp of ppl playing frisbee.. so long nv play frisbee already.. 好想玩 wor.. also feel like playing bball too!! haha.. after the jog was super tired, so sat down somewhere near the playground.. watching those little kids playing.. was kind of envious actually.. a big bunch of kids playing tog. den ended up quarreling.. hmm all outcast one guy.. and tt guy cried..haha.. their world is really simple.. jus say out if u are not happy with each other, cry if u are sad.. no hidden feeling.. jus showing out wad they are..

den recalled my childhood life.. hehe.. i guess tt period was one of my happiest period of life..
i miss playing in the playground, i miss playing barbies, i miss playing badminton, i miss parties, i miss my previous house, i miss bishan park, i miss the smile. i miss them.. they fun we had. =)
always smile unknowingly when thinking back all this stuff.. hehe..
i hate that everybody had to move to different place.. parting is always part and parcel of life.. which i hate most.. and once i'm gonna to experience this again.. yep..

is always good to spent time alone.. =D

and sry i din meet u all today .. next time kays.. =)
7:09 PM


a day in the zoo~

oman really enjoyed myself today! =D met dawn at amk den went off to zoo.. yep. went there for recee cum tour. wahaha.. dunnoe how many years nv go zoo le la.. hehez.. happy happy.. walked ard the zoo, looked at animals, watch animal show, took lots of photos~ yea and got to know abt alot of interesting stuff la.. yesh u gonna know if u join the zoo amazing race!! pig and seal are s0o0o00o0o0 cute can!!!! oya polar bear moving away soon.. so must go see them..

yesh and i can't read map!!! wahaha but lucky got dawn!! hehe..

this two days really talk alot of things with dawn.. so many so many.

truely appreciate wad i'm having now.. but i nv learn to treasure.. and now i'm trying hard to learn.. =)

pics time!!!



animals animals animals!!!!!!! =D



yesh i'm short! wahaha!!



we love ourself!! snake!! wahahahahahah!!!!



piggy pls wake up~



yea i love this pic~ taken by ms ong.. hehe..



yea!! we did it!! .COMPLETED.
8:12 PM


haha actually i'm staring at this page for quite some time but dunnoe wat to type.. l0ls.. hmm today went salon den the girl very friendly and nice.. haha this few days kept meeting nice ppl.. l0ls.. now chatting to ben from my class de.. haa got to noe some interesting stuff.. l0ls. den i realise i'm slow! hahaa..

yesh i'm looking forward to our class chalet!!!!! i'm super excited over it.. hehe..
11:36 PM


yippie!! exams are finally over!!!! happy happy happy =)).

no more staying up to study, no more coffee.

hols are here!

but i'm gonna miss sch! miss my classmates! miss my friends! MISS THE YEAR 3S!

ytd only got to slp for 2hrs. and today's a&p paper, i can say i'm super lucky. after exams went shopping!!! heez.. yesh i spent money again. went bugis again. haa! oya heard tt the guys ask if wanna go lunch tog. i'm surprised. haha.. but end up also nv go. haa. we girls went for retail therapy. wahahaaha. guess wad, we went there too early~ not all the shops were open la.. but the time was already 1pm. haha.. so went icon first den went back to bugis street. i'm so 'lucky' can. wanted to go back to tt shoe shop, and it din open for business today. i brought blink blink.. l0ls!! blink blink, blink blink. and so sad.. nobody wanna acc mi to buy blink blink. jkjk. yup we din shop long.. coz all of us were tired! haha.. brought a tub of venezia ice cream to reward myself!! wahaha.. my wallet also got a hole at the same time. heez..

and today NEARLY got my clover pendant lost.. oman.. lucky i din. if not ... heez.

i can slp all i wan now. watch tv shows as long as i wan. shopping. slacking. yesh must find a job too. haha!
7:36 PM


jus now was toking with daddy and mummy.. den i was really angry with smth which got nth to do with mi la.. dunnoe why la.. issit i'm too busybody.. always put too much feelings in other ppl's stuff? k wadever it is..

den super funny la.. was kind of like giving lecture to them lor.. i really dunnoe how the adults think la.. i was telling them how i felt.. as in putting myself in her shoe.. and yesh i dun just refer to daddy mummy, but others out there.. money is impt. i noe. but $%^#. .argh.. how i wish i got the ability to help..

there is so much things i want to help, yet there is so little i can do..




2:30 AM


yesh i'm back~

i'm super duper tired n0w!

i'm alright now! no longer feel helpless, no longer feel tt i'm alone, no longer lack of smiles..

let mi recall wad i had did the past few days..

tuesday.. was the funeral, hmm went thru all the procedures den went to the temple.. ah gong's ashes was put tog with ah ma's.. it was really coincidental tt there's a empty slot infront of ah ma's ashes.. and they said ah ma waited for ah gong for 20 years~ den after everything, parted with my cousins.. yesh i'm MISSING them! nice talking and playing with them. except for one of the ^%%*$. i'm super pissed by him. and i love my nephew so much. he always self entertain himself la.. and was really funny.. and he sup to call mi 'tang gu' tt sound so old.. haaa.. sister nicer.. l0ls.. wonder when will be the next gathering.. jenna, we gonna eat lotsss of nice nice ice cream!!

reached home was abt evening. took a quick bath den slp! coz the nite before was at cousin hse, so was very tired.. could only slp for 2hrs.. must wake up and study!! daddy, mummy and sista was like still slping.. daddy and mummy was really tired i know.. esp daddy! den until ard 10 plus.. they finally woke up and realise i didn't had my dinner yet.. l0ls.. coz cannot take med without food ma..

i nv nv knew tt daddy had so many many friends.. from the amt of blankets, flowers tt was given really stunned me.. and din know my dad friends was super GENEROUS.

i'm seriously grateful for having so many great friends ard me! i'm really touched and appreciated the concerns u guys gave.. a big big THANK YOU!

sometimes.. when theres money involve, there will be conflicts.. oman..

wed

had my math paper in the noon.. den reach home slp! and chatted with chelle in the nite. kays 2hr 45mins.

thur

went to hg green to study with oth.. den waited for chelle to release and she met us.. by the time she came was already like 8pm lor. haaa. thx girl ar.. i realise i can't study outside.. but if i study at home i will jus wan to slp! reach home already 11pm plus.. bath den by the time i settle down was already 12 nia.. so started to study.. den studied for the whole nite!! yesh got chocolate to acc mi!! haa.. so i wun fall aslp. and wad i studied in the noon din get into my brain at all.. den when to sch in the morning for exam.. yesh and i'm tired..

fri
nv ever go shopping without slping the nite before..

after exam, went home den met chelle. went bugis for shopping.. actually i regretted la.. coz i'm super duper tired.. haa but i think was mi who asked her out.. l0ls.. yea! she got a jumper! wahaha next time can wear tog!! happy happy.. and i got 2 bottoms too! den we went to this shop.. the salesgirl super nice lor.. very friendly and pretty..
den super qiao la.. met jb, xt, darren and serene at bugis.. so join them.. chelle and mi had our dinner.. den all of us went to met chelle's friend to buy birthday present for their classmate..

i guess i've left out somethings.. now brain dead liao.. cannot remb..

39 hrs without slping liao.. and i'm super tired le.. so.. shall go orh orh le.. haa..
12:48 AM

JIAWEN
EIGHTEEN
SINGAPORE POLY
BIOTECH
16 DEC
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