ytd nite i studied! =)

after lessons went down club. with cindy and law. and i really think im not fated to go LTC ba!!! grrrr. rang ming yun an pai ba! haha! study abit den went lunch with law. and finally alex came la. den went amk library with him to study! yesh yesh i studied. wahahahaha.

I LOVE METBIO!!!!! THOSE PATHWAYS ROCKS LA. grrrr and i just lied. =(

i'm stupid.. but still...
8:07 PM


hmm past few days keep thinking abt the past. haha! everybody already move on le. it might not be a fantastic memories. but it just keep coming back to me! heez. and yesh it keeps me wondering. booo. but yea, soon all those busy stuff will stop me from thinking le. wahahahaha.

all the metbio pathways are driving me crazy. grrrrr.

today so lucky. the probability of getting the correct ans is 1/100 and i got it la! heez.


the prints u left.
10:43 PM


booooo. now at stupid lawrence hse. haha. but leaving soon. slp at 4am nia. suppose to meet cindy at 9.30 but woke up at 9.15! heez. discussed abt budget event and IC. life is so so unfair!! coz ppl disturb law jiu nth happen but i only laugh abit jiu kana torture like dunnoe wad la.. grrrrr. and i din study la.. boo. tonite no need slp le. boo.

and why must we study metbio???? is crazy to study and write out all the pathway la. boooo.


see!! this is wad law did to me!!! shit him! wahaah
6:39 PM


our last kiss
tasted like tobaccoa
bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to loveyou taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
3:06 AM


boo. din really do anything today la. except for seraching my gems assignment thingy. arghhh. i spent like 4627272 hrs seaching it la. and yet i found nth. but today is really a nice day =) nice weather, chatting with nice ppl, and slacking ard and slp as i wan! wahaha. =D ate nice food again la. went sakae with mummy. wahaha. ytd already got craving le nia. but i dunwan to spent money on it. heez. so ask mummy to go sakae today! wahahaha. clever nu er of cuz dun bring wallet when going out with parents. wahahaha. and i so damn full la. so happy. wahahhaa. poor mummy have to spent when going out with me. wahahhaha. opps. heez




10:05 PM


ytd's mc meeting lasted 3hr plus nia.. reach home almost 11 le ba. bath eat and study awhile.. but got so tired nia. so went to slp! hha.

today woke up early to study. but really cannot concentrate. grrrrr. the very very first time went sch with dawn!! heez. met her at boonkeng and went sch together. heez. the LT is like.. freaking cold la. haha! with jacket also feel cold lor.

after sch went cityhall to meet chelle. as usual she was late. wanted to buy the slipper de nia. but think for very long. decided not to buy. so after meeting chelle we walked to bugis to have our dinner at ajisen! heez. nice nice. but i first time din finish la! boooo. was so full nia. so shop ard. heez. things i wanted to buy, din manage to find it. sian. den home sweet home nia.

u broke ur promise. booooooo.
11:11 AM


I'M SO SO SO BORED....

and stupid calvin is next to me.. roars. i can write with left hand and stupid calvin cannot!!

just fought with lawrence and now resting in progress. so tired. tried studying for tml 's quiz.. but gave up after studying for awhile.. grrrrr. 1 more hour to mc meeting. booooo.

today went to meet alex and came to sch together. den met law for lunch. he eat le la. so he see me eat! haha.


4:49 PM


oman. is all abt quiz la. ytd had one quiz, today one quiz, friday one quiz.. booooo.

went library to study with dawn. the fact is tt we can't study together!!! coz we will just talk and talk! so funny la! after a few mins of silence, we will start to talk again. booo.

quiz was like so diffcult la.. after sch, went club for 10mins jiu went home le! wahahaha. stupid lawrence took nel with me to sengkang. and he really make me embarrassed to the max le la. dun tickle my palm le la!!!





jiawen and sweetheart! =) the source of my joy!! coz i got my joy from bullying her! heez.
8:31 PM


she's a happy girl =)

coz someone trusted her so so so much and she can do all clever things! opps. hees =D


quizes + assignment = =(((((

everybody jiayou alright!!
3:05 PM


boo ytd and today were wonderful days! =D

today dawn brought N95 to sch! her hse really can sell phone de nia. and i wan to be her sis de god sis la!!! all new phone. even the iphone! not out in spore yet nia. so dawn consider ar! hhaha! lesson ended quite early. lunch and went down to club. law, xy and friends all there. and after xy left.. left me and law! grrrrr. really my nightmare la. we fought! wahahaha. but most of the time is he bully me la. but im so proud of myself! coz i fought with a ns man and i manage to cause injuries on him! wahahaha. and when linus came, he decided to join in the fun of torturing mi too! grrrr. qi si wo le! den got used law lappy to take some scandalous pic! is so so...


den went to find alex! and shuxian was there too! i really so tired le nia. and still fighting with him all the way. coz he keep saying a stupid word!!!!! running here and there like small kids nia. argh.. den met with jenn and went off to causeway to watch harry potter. i finish the whole pack of popcorn! =D so proud. heez.




law's injuries caused by me!



injuries caused by stupid law la!!! roars!! my hand now really look like kana torture la! so many blue black. boooo





is all FAKE de okay!
10:31 PM


ytd found alot of nice nice pics nia. ahha similar to my blogskin de. so nice la!












this is the 'cute' panda alan drew it. hhaa! wah let mi feel so glad tt im not the worse!!!!! wahahaha. opps.

im really always damn insensitive to ppl or stuff ard me. i really feel very guilty and bad nia. not the first time le. haiz.
4:55 PM


booooo.
9:35 PM


ytd was jus a bad bad day. i played damn badly in captainball. very very lan. or maybe i din even play well before ba. after sport fiesta went dinner den home sweet home. ytd really alot of things happened nia. so messy, so funny. so sorry to nu er nia. i hit her so hard on her back..

today on train saw yiyu. freaking long din see him le la. but he is still the same. -_-!!! keep suaning me. grrrr. but mood got alittle bit better at least. prac, lunch, library den club. stupid lawrence and linus. made me so ps. booo. den lesson again. haizz. today really felt damn moody.. for the whole day those words jus keep appearing in my mind =(

i guess u nv know how hurtful those msges were. but because it was all my fault.
10:08 PM


ytd prac was being so entertained by the glove la. l0ls. was keep playing it nia. and ppl sure think i got problem! l0ls. after lesson went down club and and played carom. emmanual really dai sai la. wahah. okay me too. and we are in the same team. LOLS! so the whole game was so damn funny la. and it lasted very very long too. and seriously 3/4 of the time im jus laughing nia. heez.

den sport fiesta. den home sweet home.

few days ago was asked if i wanna go ltc den i say nvm. few mins later so qiao la another person ask me again den think awhile i stil say nvm. last time i wanted to go so badly la. den ytd got to know got 2 vacancies. third time le leh. so ask cindy if she wanna go. and she say okay. den me also going with her le! =)

addicted to chicken soup. dawn's fault! opps.

wonder wad will happen today.
10:37 AM


booooo. today had quiz! and it difficult nia. roars.

sch ended early today! 1.30. heez. went to jp with the girls at the same time to take cake! the cake is very very heavy la!!!! but some pig like it! coffee beans' brownie cheesecake. reach sch waited for law and kevin to release. and we cake the stupid birthday girl xinyu a surprise at the rockclimbing wall! boo. heez. really ben nu er leh. the whole candle almost melted la. l0ls. ask her blow out the fire, she filled the cake with all her saliva. booo. but she happy jiu hao! heez. eat eat eat. bleah. and gave her present! this week i can eat air le nia. xy u better wear it ar!

den jenn was really sweet la. she gave me her handmade cookies! =D THANKS girl.

talentime prelim and finals will be push back to 27/7 and 1/8! pls take note! =)

although talentime is not going as successful as we expect, but nvm!! one setback wun stop us moving on de! wahahaha. hmm really like self motivate nia. but got myself motivated le!! roars. =)

kana nag by mummy really like monthly routine le la. coz i got fever again. =(


im having fever every mth!!!! argh. i also dunwan de. my highest record for the day 39.4! l0ls. i really promise myself next mth wun get sick le la. *pray hard*

off to slp le! wahaha. tml shall settle as many things as i can! wahahaha. =P




alex found his long lost son! l0ls.


nice nice cookies!! =D

XINYU HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!
10:33 PM


whooo~

today gems talked abt depression! interesting nia. so jiawen very guai, listen to lecturer attentively w/o studying my other notes. i really think tt my gems is very interesting!! ppl can consider ar! know ur temperament blends! heez. den goh talked abt itp. hmm is like so many dbt students but so few companies.. abit worry nia. wanted to pon audrey's lesson which is 2 to 4 de. but lesson cancel! wahahaa. how great can tt be. heez.

today very suay la! kana step by ppl for 3 times! and my left eye lid keep twitching la.. whole say le nia..

our life is what our thoughts make it.

boooo off to study le! heez.
5:39 PM


boo~ its 6.14 am now!

ytd went out to celebrate my dear xinyu nu er de birthday! law kevin and jenn went to q for donuts! and we lied to xinyu tt its a girls shopping. so mi jenn and xy met up. walking ard to find a restaurant to have to lunch! den we 'happen' to saw lawrence and kevin. we were like ehh so loudly la. haha. den but stupid xy still dun know. wahaha. so join them for lunch at a vege restaurant.. it already so obvious le nia. den they bought alot of donuts. is only until we gave the donut to xy den she realise everything is plotted ni. ben si le la!

after lunch jus went ard to have some shopping at suntec. and we went vivo! to have b&j ice cream!! heez. went roof top and all start to do stun la.. l0ls. and at the end of the day kana tortured by law again! argh!!! and jenn join in too. damn embarrassed la! ppl who walk past look at us nia.. roars! oya! the pad was really a big joke nia! we saw a pad on the floor la! den ppl is jus kicking it ard w/o realising it nia. me xy and kevin laugh until stomachache le la. haha. and some birthday girl wanted to kick it into num lor. but fail! coz it landed outside the shop only. wahahah!

den home sweet home! reach home jiu bath and slp le nia! and wanted to wake up to study de. but i din wake up le.. by the time i woke up is morning le!!

i felt damn sorry nia. when i saw the msges, missed calls and msn i noe ive really let u worried le. really really very sorry!! and u are really a great bud!!! =)

and ytd really got emo and feeling abit down nia. roars. =(




our b&j ice cream!!


the unknown pad~l0ls


the three les. ops! heez.


donut delivery man!


i got dounts too! =D


we got worse later on nia. but pics can't be posted up! heez.


6:14 AM


boo ytd was 13 the friday! indeed a bad day.

first lesson prac and as usual crapped with joseph chan. and i was so hungry thru out la. after lunch went library to study! wahaha. and i slpt! do all kind of stupid things except studying nia. den the girls went for gems, mi went club. cindy wanna go library study.. and i went to but i continue slp nia. after wake up and suddenly realise ive made a big mistake in my talentime stuff. arghhh. lesson until 6..

dinner at fig and olive. walk ard, chat and home sweet home. i walked damn slow from cp to home nia. i also dunnoe why.

argh ytd really had a bad slp la. woke up a few times from my slp.. also dunnoe why la. and now really having a bad headache le.

and ytd was the day where most seniors enlist in to ns! all the best and jiayou alright!! =)

im sorry being so stupid and taking everything for granted.
11:28 AM


ahha! morning was so nice laa.. was raining and i din wan to wake up. haa. woke up and 9 den went back slp den at 10 decided tt i shld continue slping. and finally at 11am. mummy say. ehh 11 le la. late already faster wake up!!!! and i realise im late. wahaha. actually meeting law for lunch at 12 de. waahahah. so i slowly take my time and simply slack and stone infrom of the tv.. and was already 12noon le. mummy say. faster go sch 12 le!! roarssss. she simply ignored me when i say i dunwan to go sch. and i say i wan to take cab she say u can fly there. ROARSSS. and on the train i realise i dunnoe wheres the classroom and decided tt maybe i shld skip first lesson and go to club slack..but some kuku say im lazy.. so i went for lesson. booo. and lesson until 6 le la. crapped with dawn the whole day la.. esp during last lesson. wahahaha. and she say im disturbing her! coz she can't even finish reading one sentence after like few mins? haha.. heez. nt my fault nia.. after lesson went down club. wanted to go off with cindy and found one unknown bag. and is kevin one nia. call him nv pick up his phone.. and me and cindy did smth bad things! l0ls.. heez. and finally he came back. left sch at 7... and i realise wah is already 7 nia. boooo.

im seriously worried abt talentime. really worried. deadline is like getting so near le. and i can't even get half of the targeted no. and everybody is telling me things will turn out good de. not to worry.. and i dunwan anyone to blame themselves.. coz everybody did their part le alright.
8:46 PM


boooo. simply love lesson tt start at noon nia. haha. woke up early and crap with mummy. wahahaha. and it started to rain. and got quite worried nia. slack ard and off to sch! haha. today only got one lesson which is 12 to 1. and stupid xinyu join me in the lesson lor. hahaa. and lesson only lasted for 15mins. means.. i only go sch for 15mins lesson.

went down club with her. and i guess today is the only day tt broke the record of the most ppl in and outside club. really alot la!! 3 plus went to see prac results and went back to see poly50. and haven start yet..

really saw them giving in their best le nia. congrats! i saw the disappointment look in u too.

stupid lawrence really do stun on me sia. gonna screw u one day!!! roar. the day will come de! wahahaha. and me xy and jenn did les stuff again! opps. haha!!!!

im so proud of my dawn alright. she survived today!! heez.

im not hiding anything.
11:47 PM


slpt from 12-2am and i woke up to study nia. and slp from 5-6 again! haha. and i got so damn tired laa. and quiz was difficult. the whole chunk of things tt i memo din come out =(

wanted to slp during poi's lesson. and no more seat! so sat at the first row of the lecture hall. how great can tt be man. yippe last prac le! whahahaa. sch ended den find alex to help me paste hp screen protector. went club. went amk with alex to repair his stupid shoe.

took bus home and thinking back, today ive been a bad girl. really bad.
8:28 PM


2.40am now~ and im here blogging. got so tried now la.. haven finish studying =(

the day was so so nia. but with interesting gems topic. opposite attracts. i guess its true yea. haha. arghh already forgotten wad i did today le. haha.

afterall is still the girls tt understand girls. u nv knew the fear im having. u nv knew im scared. and im not thinking too much.

really having a hard time study. coz i can't help it but keep thinking. and cant concentrate at all nia. boooooooooo. wadever it is, i shall go back continue to study ba. wahahha. jiawen jiayou! heez. and ya im hungry le. haha how many freaking time ive said im hungry? i also forget le. hha!



the shoe or shirt whiter? im bored.
2:39 AM



It is an event; singing competition co-joint with SMA. Top finalists will compete with the rest of the academic club's finalists. Top finalists will be guided and groomed, sponsered by SAA.

Rules and Regulations

Only singing of English songs are accepted.
There will be no refund for any participant that withdrawal.
There will be no musical instruments provided for band, (except for drum set).
Everyone must adhere to the rules of the organizing committee.
Content of songs must not contain expletives.
Only individuals will be able to enter the grand finals held by SAA.First come first serve basis on preliminaries.
Finalist joining our talent time final will be inform within three days

Date: 18/7 (Preliminaries)27/7 (Final)
Time : 5.30pm Venue T1A35, T1A36 (Preliminaries single)
SAC foyer (Preliminaries band)
MLT 1 (Final)
Fee: $2.00
Contact: Jiawen 97909297Jin Zhao 91885936
Dateline: 16/7/2007

come down to cls or sma club hse to take the registration form!
9:26 PM




11:17 PM


booboo. such a disappointment man.. but nvm got chelle accompany today! wahahaha.

slpt at 3 plus. woke up, msg and waited for chelle's reply. and went for late lunch! heez. long time nv meet le nia. my les! heez. lunch at cp den ice cream at mac. soo full la. haha. den chelle went to my hse.. wahahaha. so shuang la. our own world. coz nobody at home! heez. watch tv, play, fight, trying to seduce and molest each other la. haha! joking!! and i cook dinner for us! heez. really had lots of fun lor! heez. den chelle left at 11 plus.. booo.

have to wash my own clothes, dishes, clean the hse~~ roar.



last night got enlightenment from weijian nia. just a short chat, but was really very useful! i cried, and continue to walk on. =)

11:59 PM


boooo.

ytd do report plus datasheet until 2 plus. and today overslpt. =( mummy woke me up and realise i very late! den train got lots of ppl. coz already 7 plus le. roar. i THOUGH lesson at 8 la. reach at 8.10 and realise it start at 8.30. ROAR! since when it change i din know la! so conclusion, im not late! im early!!!! arghhh. prac ended in 2hrs time. and got 5 hrs of break can? haha. and i used it all for my report la.. finally! completed the last report of the sem. heez.

poi lesson. and i slpt thru out. but i woke up to do tutorial. haha. dawn slpt too! ahah! after lesson went mac. ahaha i serious think im very qian da. me and dawn having some serious girls' talk. and suddenly i crap again. and she sian diao. haha. den went off to orchard! with dawn, qiuzhen and ziyan. shop shop shop. and we took neoprint!!! heez. went for supper and home sweet home. heez.

dawn is real sweet la. wahahaha. wun be scared de. coz i on all lights le. heez. remb ur new name ar! dawn = dust = aerosol. =) thanks my dear. *muacks*
11:59 PM



10:36 PM


how long do you actually took to fully trust a person and willing to open up. for me i took a very long time. coz after so many betrays, so many back stabbing, find it so hard to open up and trust ppl.

and today i did. =D the unknown chemistry just made us talked everything out. ALL OUT~
we are all xinfu de. =D we will win de alright!

ytd ate alot of bnj ice cream! but din got any better. mood swing got so damn serious. and totally no mood to study. but still force myself to study. and only slpt 2 to 5am nia. haha.

first lesson practical. got so damn piss up can. arghhh. den study study study for quiz. quiz at 12. after tt went to club. finally completed my proposal! submitted. banner approved! left poster! hope can get it done by tml!! im so happy!! nope nth will screw up! check prac result at 3. den went for EEE agm. mi laopo jenn xinyu law kevin and kuang jun. as usual do noisy lor. tt lion xinyu keep eating nia. plus she eat is ppl help her take lor. roar. haha. damn funny thing happen la. cream puff always the hot fav la. den left 3. but got me xinyu jenn and cindy. me and xinyu ate 2 den left one. and i thou lao po and jenn will somehow share or wad la. within a sec i saw tt pop into laopo de mouth and i burst into laughter can. tt sence is damn funny! haha. after tt xinyu and law went for poly50. den after tt we went for sma agm. really will die of tirednes nia. lei si le! sma doorgift was a cushion lor! haha. very nice =)

after tt really wan die le la. den went home with cindy. and sorry to ps jenn!! our journey home is like so excited lor. wahahaha. jus now simply doze off while halfway watching tv la. haha. and just woke up. heez.

haha. u wun affect me de. and in fact im already very tired of it le. wad u thinking we all know. maybe i shld thanks you lor! u made me know who really are all the true friends!
10:15 PM


today everyone is so weird! including me. =(

went club. got so damn pek chek and angry while doing proposal. the feeling of breaking down just so strong.. i dunnoe why i felt tt way. but jiawen just hold back her tears. and some irritating thing happen too. it happen at the wrong time coz im already feeling very bad!! and even the printer wan to give me problem! wth. every little thing can jus pissed me off. so sickening! my smile is getting so damn fake now.

i wun breakdown de! but im just feeling so pessimistic with everything. i hate it! ='(
7:48 PM


din go for gems lesson
lesson learnt. nv put gem on monday morning. roar. haha.
amazingly i passed molbio. haha.
class as normal. as usual. doing and saying stupid stuff to entertain myself and also my fav hobby, disturb dawn.
after sch, settle talent time stuff. went BE agm with laopo and jenn. nth interesting. haha. got a interesting door gift. a will burst de cd holder. l0ls.
dinner with laopo and jenn at FC4. den home sweet home.

read someone's blog abt mi got drunk. is very funny can. and so not real la. hahaha!!

5more days. =)
11:28 PM


ahha ytd have been slping like nobody's business. wahaha. today i did my report alright! and dawn think tt its so amazing. coz report deadline is next friday and i'm doing now! wahahaha. sometimes miracles do happen de la. l0ls. dinner with daddy mummy aunt and uncle and im so damn full now.

wahahaha im damn excited now! shall not say until it really happen!! i HOPE and i WANT it to happen can~~ plsss. haha!
9:14 PM

JIAWEN
EIGHTEEN
SINGAPORE POLY
BIOTECH
16 DEC
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