yogurt woke me up 3 plus in the morning! coz it was raining and he got so freak out and jump up to my bed. haha. den he went to knock on my parents door. amazing eh. one day i shld video it down. haha. and end up i cant get back to slp and started to think abt some stuff. grrrr.

woke up at 12. went to NDC with mummy for tt stupid gum surgery. actually damn cool la. my frist time leh. then must wear the coat and stuff. haha. the nurse and dentist damn nice la. dr alvin =). haha. actually the surgery quite fast. but those sound abit scary la. haha. got 2 day mc. wahaha. and he is like quite worried knowing tt im going camp tml. i shld be alright. haha. but a very good qs he asked. how abt my meals. haha i also dont noe how. drink 10L of water lor. hor hor/. but i got SUPER PAINKILLER. wahahaha.


abit out of shape la, not my fault! haha. but still nice. haha =)


can u know wad a person is like base on how he commented on ppl?
9:35 PM


YIPPIE! FINALLY!!

on the way to sch, remb i din bring the vouchers(prizes) for talentime. boooo. but lucky dad brought it to me in the noon. heh heh. after sch went down club. sign up golf with jenn and dawn. wahahaha. and im so HAPPY!!!!! coz lynette justin and yonghui came club to find me!!!! so so so happy to see them. =D then we went to find nelson aijia. saw ivan, and yong sheng. SO HAPPY TO SEE ALL MY LTC MATES. but but. din see zihan coz he got no sch today. and the most impt person weiyao!!! he not in sch too. roar. haha. meeting them brighten up my very stress day. =) and saw darren too! me and yong hui went to find darren after his exco meeting at 7 plus. haha.

i was looking for judges like half an hour before talentime start la. cause things really crop up and due to some reason i cant use the judges i found. and for the judges wise i must really thanks alot alot of ppl. first on the list of cuz is annabel!! then cadc, chung heng!! damn gan tong la. i msged him last niite which were already quite late! and he manage to get me the contact i need today morning!!! really really thanks alot. and of cuz pei xia tt agreed to be my judge. and tt last 20 mins really turn sac over la. went sb, smit, cscc.. feldy, kenneth, jing en all helping me. and someone from dont noe which club. arghh really really thanks alot ppl. i really appreciated it lots.

talentime went smoothly. aliff is really a very good mc!! and so sorry to put annabel and feldy up for a last min performance. really so sorry abt it. haha. and the no. of ppl turn up really alot. yes yes. so happy. thanks all who promise to come, came. =D and those who came down to support. =D

really must thanks jin zhao alot for all the helping!! and the talentime comm! thanks those who helped me in one way or another. really really appreciated it. and its really good to know friends in other clubs. =)

everything ended ard 7 plus. yes with yong hui went to find darren. haha. intercons ppl came amd left. left with alex and alvin then at mrt station saw joseph chan. talk crap with him can. really la. haha. and now i know where he live. lols! dinner with alex at s-11 den went to the park and play candles and sparkles!! yippie. and got lots of ants la. haha. so happy. coz i got to play this year!!! thanks!! although din go bishan park but i still very happy. and jiawen is really so tired after the long day, and she decided to reward herself by taking cabby home. haha.

the smile tt everyone gave when we saw each other. and u can tell tt its really from the bottom of the heart. melts. --- ltc
pls. let me see u guys more often. =)

tired. finally can have a nice slp. gum surgery tml. 2 days mc. freak out.
12:09 AM


*faint* somehow no mood. grrr. neh mind, still will blog.

woke up at 7.30am. and jump up from my bed. cause my lesson starts at 8am. haha. so din go for first lesson. went for 10am lesson, reach dover mrt station.. saw zihan! so i told him. and he say.. same. also overslpt din go for first lesson. no wonder we are in the same ltc grp. haha. break time when to club to take stuff. end up slacked in club and late for class. haha. xinyu and calvin acc me back to class. im seriously late yet im still walking slowly. haha. most embarrassing thing is tt, lesson already started, i went in take socks for xinyu den went out again. haha.

last lesson was prac briefing. joseph chan! he nv fail to give me nick name. he called me greeny coz i wore green!! roar. i also nv fail to suan him la. haha. anyway.. today really alot of ppl wore green. dont noe why. save the earth i guess. haha.

went club do some here and there. hais. daddy mummy came and fetch me with his new car. BMW 5 series. the colour not as bad as i thought. my fav still 6 series. wahahahaa. then went to fetch sis and his bfand went dinner tgt. then daddy drove me to cityhall to buy vouchers. LUCKY. if not really gg.

i really gave annabel alot of troubles. hais. *guilty*

and thanks yonghui for ur help! =)

TML FINALLY!
tml no face to see cynthia already. im so damn ps. grrrr. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
12:10 AM


HELLO!

first day of sch. new class, new classmates, new lecturers, new modules. anyway kenneth is in the same class as me. =) asked kenneth this. kenneth hows first day of sch? kenneth: one word, f**k. LOLS. haha. not that bad actually, but still was bad la. haha. and i swear i was very attentive today. haha.

after school went down club. i went cca drive today. i really want to join another cca nia. but dont noe wad to join. haha. golf golf! with jenn. haha. can consider eh. heez. went SD-BE talentime final with alan. went off half way. haha.

anyway, ytd cant slp. stay awaked on my bed for 2hrs. msged pk and he send me the longest msg he ever send me. wahahaha. and most imptly, the phase 'things will be fine' haha. yep yep =)

im tired. 2 more days. =)

looks simple. but is this the truth? haha.
does not matter. cause we are already in the world that full of lies.


i yearn for freedom. just like them.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIYAN!!
9:18 PM


sch starts tml! im not excited abt it. really. tp gonna start sch 1mth later. grrrr.

yogurt vomited today. i got no idea why. really freak me out, coz he made very weird sound and trying to force it out. i wonder was it the thunder and rain scare him. and concluded smth. the previous time he vomited was not because of banana. cause this time was also yellow in colour. haha.


i hope first week of school will be pass very very very fast.


two event will be down, and gum surgery will be done. wahahaha. and i can go back to peaceful life. heez.
10:48 PM


today mini cahuilla outing! haha. is really mini. coz plus me only 5 turn up. me lynette weiyao zi han aijia. yong hui and justin last min cant make it. hais.



tricked weiyao. haha. went steamboat at bugis. haha. in fact is not very nice. haha. talk crap and played with the food. l0ls. and stupid zihan told them abt my embarrassing day. the day i fell can. roars. im quite quiet nia. i also realise it. they asked me why i so sad . nah im not sad. =) still i wan to say agian. the food is really not nice!!! dont go there.

den went to ji de chi for dessert. haha. im so bad at scooping the beancurb with the metal spoon. keep kana saysaw tatxiong and marlon just when we leaving the street. after tat, really dont noe where to go nia. simply stand outside sookee jewelry shop for 10mins jus to discuss where to go. haha. conclusion go home. haha. saw tatxiong marlon arron eng tat again at mrt station. they really suan mi to the max. coz 4 of them are taller then me by a head la. simply talk above my head. shit them. tat xiong and eng tat going arron hse. so all taking to sk!! heez. i really kana tricked by them. telling me arron injuried his back and posted to clerk. grrrr.

anyway, congrats arron and marlon posted to ocs. =)

just realise.. din take any pics. grrrrrrrr.
11:22 PM


omg. i had a nightmare last nite. yes yes. is a nightmare. grrrrr. scary. omg. it not going to happen de. roar.

half way packing my room. and half of the room is neat now. haha.

yiipie! later gonna meet up with LTC cahuilla ppl. wahaha. but hais. not all can make it. roarS!!

pack pack pack. =)

and tt kapo dog is here to inspect. l0ls.

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
1:05 PM


on the way home saw some kids playing with candles and lantern. =) and mooncake festival is just round the corner! i celebrated it every year when im young, when im still living at amk. haha. i miss those nice days. we will always fill the corridor with candles and lanterns. but when everyone move away, i no longer got anyone to celebrate with me. =( i always remb the days when the 6 of us were tgt. hahas.

i want to celebrate, i want to play with candles and lantern again. but i bet nobody will do tt le ba. im so jealous of the kids. haha.

anyway my hse is flooded with mooncakes. haha. theres normal, teochew, chocolate chips from raffles hotel, bird nest mooncake from shang ri la hotel. and first time eating the birdnest one la! is really damn nice! and is freaking expensive. haha.





10:07 PM


had sec sch bbq cum chalet today. met pk minghui chelle and geok yan at cp first. the chalet is at sentosa costa sand. actually that place is nice. coz is so near the beach. basically is just next to it. but! the room is very small. haha. pk only talk and nv do la. grrr. chit chat and eat. nice to see them again =) not much diff actually. haha. birthday boy pk was throw down to the pool. haha. i saved myself by shouting.. i did not bring b.... haha! and they all laughed. l0ls. din stay overnite, went of with pk and the rest. me and minghui went to pk's hse after that. his room really got nth can. haha. went 7-11 for cup noodles. haha. they walked me home and went off to pasir ris for another chalet. also sec sch. but another class. haha. today is really like a sce sch gathering la. haha. and reach home late. hha.

really quite a few of them are smoking. and really i din expect it. hais. =(

im happy. coz we talked =D





and im damn angry with this crazy women in the house can.

you bloody bitch! can u stop looking thru my stuff? crazy women. are u sick in the mind? and are you too free? wads ur freaking problem hur? bitch stop it.

i dont call ppl bitch, but u really make me boil. and is the maximum tolerance. u seriously sux. yes u do.

okies. feel much better now.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CINDY LAOPO
1:23 AM


that very evil pk intro me this very nice story. okay i nearly teared. and i read it within 1 and 1/2 hrs. and pk is amazed. haha. and he is really stun by the fact that i can read his mind! hahaha. *proud* heez.

Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls: She studies at a top Junior College, has a girl-next-door look and has good results. However, deep on her heart, she holds a secret: She believes that she has a curse. She believes that every bad thing she said will come true.
Jacky Wu is an ideal price charming: He is good in his studies and has girls waiting to hold his hand. He smiles every few minutes and often cracks jokes. However, he, too, holds a deep secret.
When their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic love story takes place..

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

tell me how u feel after reading it okies. =)
1:57 AM



9:59 PM


boohoo. changed my blogskin. wahaha.

out with alex today. went alot of places. first went to funan it mall. wanted to have lunch. but both had lunch at home without telling each other. boohoo. walked to bugis to take train to pasir ris. of cuz led by the clever jiawen. wahahaha. and i saw my fav car la. 6 series Coupé and is a lady driver followed by a z4 also a lady driver. lady drivers rwaks! =) yes yes i will get my licence before my 19th birthday. wahaha. when to whitesand for some exchanging of stuff. got nice pies from cottage pie and bubble tea. haha. went pasir ris park. the cat really freak me out. first got near us, den jump up the seat, jump up the table and finally came damn near. grrr.

had a great time playing at the playground!! haha. still young at heart. heez. hmm sp students really like to go there hur. haha.

i think ive changed, and alex think ive changed too. din change to good or bad. just simply different from the past. he cant really tell where ive changed. is just the feeling tt im already different. i guess i dont talk to ppl abt my stuff as much as before, or i dont even say it now. and quieten down within me he say ppl tend to tone down as they grow older.. i did tone down abit.. but im not old hor! this hols really happen alot of things hur. maybe im not much affected. but somehow can sense the emoness ard. ppl ard me and within me. i hope all of you are really alright.

another turning point.

numb.
10:20 PM


gem registration today!

after that went sch to meet up with cindy, law and azhar. wahaha. i really did something that i regretted so so so much. which is, i asked zihan something. and is so damn COINCIDENTAL can. and i scream like nobody's business. but yes because im being paranoid. =( next embarrassing thing i did was, just when i wanted to stop zihan from going there, i fell at SAC FOYER. another bruise on my the other knee. so now.. fair. one bruise at one knee. =( grrrrrr. and hes laughing away can. qi si wo le.
10:01 PM


steamboat at marina bay. pics will be uploaded.

anyway. i tried to scare weiyao with the pics i found and make him be amazed by how li hai i am! he was initially. but.. somehow he found out how i got it. grrrrr. mission failed. roar!
12:05 AM


A DAY AT SENTOSA.

i had a great day with wanwei, alex and clarence! happy!! heez. and we saw ALOT of ppl. first saw tatxiong at mrt station. and aaron also. went vivo to get some stuff, and we saw jiasheng and gang. haha.

took skytrain. went siloso beach. SUN TAN, build sandcastle, played with water, played poker cards and bully each other. hehez. and today is a sunny day!! woohoo. anyway saw jiasheng again at siloso. haha. saw alvin my sec sch friend there too. when we are abt to leave siloso for palawan, we saw tatxiong and ppl. went palawan and camwhore! plus bath. haha.

all chao ta already. heez. dinner at hk kimgary restaurant. and we saw jiayi! haha. i din finish my food and im damn full already. grrr.

met sis and yohurt on the way home. yoghurt made new friends. =) he like diamond, but diamond dont like him. angel like yoghurt, but yoghurt dont like angel. aiya they also so complicated! haha. and yohurt, stop being horny!!! dont jump onto dog's back again kays. haha. the dogs licked me and my leg is full of their saliva. heez.



nice sentosa =)


opps. im short.


=D


we are in love. heez.


wads our future...


bleahhh. retarded mummy.


nivea sunblock is good. wahahaha.



NICE!


heez.




nice angle. haha.

beach = remembering of ltc, redang, cahuilla and everything we did during the 4 days. i really miss u ppl alot alot.
11:19 PM


im fine now! =D

first sweetheart msged me. and yes i agree with her!

second i chatted with pk last night. it was really GREAT! he made me laugh til my stomach ache. he really know me so damn well and yes i got stun. heez. he made me forget all my sadness! and its so damn surprisingly that we are actually having the same prob that happen long time ago! dont worry, its not ur fault! =) thanks for being there when i needed you. and made me laugh like a mad girl. =D anyway, pk u are right. =p

third i read smth, somewhere. haha.

anyway, car viewing and dinner with parents and their friends. wad they told me about studies is kind of true. so daddy let me go australia! wahahahaha. and they left me rotting there while they were happily chatting away~

went bugis with laopo. was a last min decision. and i bought smth i really like! =D and *deng deng* there goes my money again. hurhur. laopo spent alot more hur. hahaha. =p






i like =)
6:49 PM


the fact is that im bad at consoling ppl. and yet i have to and i wan to console ppl when im feeling damn shity now. i wan to assure you are okay. but im seriously feeling damn down now because of my own probs and yet consoling ppl at the other side with my very bad way of doing it. i feel like shit now. yes i really do.

maybe to many its not a big deal, but to me its a BIG DEAL!
i got no control over it. =(

im cursing the whoever that opened a new class.
11:10 PM


='(((

after reading dawn's blog i cried and cried. i thought im gonna be alright coz we have to go on with it. but in fact im not at all. i cant be that optimistic as i thought i can be. i seriously dont wan to be separated from her. im gonna hate going school. i will hate studying even more. i cant crap ard with sweetheart anymore, i cant mess up our practs with her anymore. i seriously hate it. NO MORE! how i wish someone will come telling us.. hey it was a mistaken made by sas. we will have our class back. but i know THAT WUN HAPPEN. it really sux to the core. without sweetheart going school will never be fun again. never.

damn stupid to have a 3rd classes coming up in the middle of the year? and wads the point. even a more stupid way to split the class. craps.

i really cant stop crying. and i dont wan let mummy see me like this. =(

im not gonna be alright.
12:18 PM


i stayed at home the whole day!! HAPPY! coz i can slack like nobody's business. =D accompanied yoghurt the whole day. coz he was so so so down. =( the reason was.. ytd sis brought him for grooming and when he came back.. he become like this. *refer to pic below* SHAVED! he was so damn sad can.. whole day so gloomy.. =( and i slpt ALOT today.

i already damn sad now! ='( theres a new class coming up and gonna split. i dont wan. i really dont wan =(((

communication. the key to it.


poor yoghurt. left a hairy tail..


i'll reply my tags here =D

cinD: wahahaha!!! he don't i have!!!! LOLS. but still i must say!! i found my 'LOVE' at LTC!!! haha. =P he wun get to read this. wahahaa. and yes yes im missing redang and LTC damn badly. =(
angela: wahahaha yea it was damn damn fun! dont sad! next time can go redang with ur friends! redang is a very nice place!!
JEnn: wahahahah where is my gift from malaysia hur?!!! hhaha!
LaWrEnCe: wahahha np!! yes yes yes!! that was my LTC wildcard!!! heez. enjoy ur cruise eh!! u will see my 'love' there too!! wahahaha. =P
weik: YES!! LTC was damn fun! i bet u had the same fun last year rite!! oman. definitely the best camp i ever had! =D
huai ren: yup. im still 10% angry.
cinD: wahahhaha!! u too lor! got me as ur laopo!! wahahaha. girl u shld start learning golf. i guess our school's golf club not bad eh. haha!
jianwei: wahahaah!! yes yes! its damn damn fun! enjoy looking at the pics!! =D
JEnn: wahahaha. hey girl!! when are we meeting up hur?!!
huai ren: i brought back some precious sand from there. lols.
cinD: wahahahaha!!! of cuz WORTH IT! =DDDDD
5:15 PM





so beautiful can!!! kapo from laopo's blog!


from laopo's blog too! redang is so so so beautiful! =D


mo mo tea house.


waiting for... err ive forgetten.


l love the breeze =D


*deng deng* presenter for sandcastle.


my dearest tribemate took this. and if i say more mushy words, wy gonna %$&# me again!! wahahaha. rite cindy?


WOW!


another pic of CAHUILLA =D


during snorkling


just after snorkling and we were shivering in the ferry


yea! we going snorkling now!!




funny moments during snorkling. listen carefully. haha!
10:18 AM



10:00 PM


BOOO.

alright. Those who had read my previous post, congrats. you have past the patient test. ahha. i know is damn long! =D

today woke up early in the morning! and lucky daddy drove me to school, coz was raining heavily! met up with lynette, weiyao and zihan for lunch in school. ahha. we talked abt our safety officer, redang, talent quest. hahaha! we imagined that we are going thru the things again! haha. i miss those laughter. i guess for all this down period i din laugh as much as i did within that 4days! true laughter from the bottom of my heart. =D anyway. the moment i saw wei yao, irritation session starts! heez. i will say.. wei yao wo yao ni yao bu yao chi yao! hahaha!! plus all the mushy words!! lols!

went to weiyao's clubhse. tts my first time there! i mean i din go to the clubhse above FC5 before. and his club hse is damn cool! got refrigerator!!! and i told him i wan join aviation! and he say.. my club closing tml! grrrr. wanted to catch a movie, but lynette cant make it.. so we went bugis for a walk. the strange thing about us is that, whenever we stop and talk, it will always be infont of a door. hahahaha! me and lynette wanted to take neoprint, but the guys are not very willing too. but still we went up to look for the shop. and! the shop is gone!!! grrrr. and they were like so happy can. booo. walked ard, bubbletea at rockery plus chatting. then home sweet home. =)

oyea. ytd told da ge ge abt eyecandy at ltc.. and he say..u seriously need a spec.. then today cindy and i chatting about it, she say jiawen ur eye got problem. SAD!!! heez.

grrr. falling sick damn soon. =(


big boys, young at heart.
7:53 PM




the very first pic!


our first group photo!!


CLS!


HELLO STAR VIRGO!


our dinner place!


jiawen and justin! okay we look very white. heez


its us again! at our table.


nice vivo.


da ge ge and xiao mei mei


beautiful sunrise from star cruise


cahuilla and nova after PT!


darren xiao di and jiawen!



which one shld i move next?



its very heavy!! heez.


jiawen and lynette!


hello captian!


our beautiful resort. and jus after snorkling.


the beautiful view from our resort. btw! the room beside us are the amgmos! haha


morning redang


its the girls again!




*deng deng* our flag!!


we were proud of our sandcastle!!


cahuilla + our dream club!


aftermath effect!


we graduate from LTC 07 =D


the evidence.

MORE PHOTOS WILL BE UP. ESP SNORKLING!!
12:39 PM

JIAWEN
EIGHTEEN
SINGAPORE POLY
BIOTECH
16 DEC
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