Wednesday, February 06, 2008
i was so fuming mad just now. u nv wan to know how angry i was. i even torture my plush toys. i punched and punched them. but they are still in one piece now. i called up alan and told him wad happened. he really see another side of me. and maybe for the first one who see this side of me. nope i did not scold and vulgarities or curse. even thou wad he said, i din take in but i appreciated it. i though im feeling better. but nope. now i think of it, the feeling is coming back again.
one day, u will drive me crazy.
if one day your curse really happen, blame it on urself.
or maybe i will do it. and you will be guilty for the rest of your life.
its you.
i so seriously regret not going shang hai. how good if i can leave here and take a break. away away away.
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