Thursday, March 01, 2007
why is more things happening again when i'm already recovering.. i dunnoe for wad reason it hurts so much. and i cried so hard. i dunnoe i dunnoe i really dunnoe. i seriously hate it. i hate reading those things again and tears flow down again. i hate to know more stuff again. i hate myself, why in the first place attempt to trust ppl and end up getting hurt again. SHLD I JUST SHUT MYSELF FROM EVERYONE AND THINGS WILL BE FINE?
i'm tired.. seriously tired.. its all my fault. i'm stupid. i'm bad. i'm evil. i sux kays. from the start issit rite. i'm tired of thinking can i trust this person. i'm tired of thinking wads another person thinking. why is everyone so fake. is everyone tryingg to protect themselves and causing hurt to other ppl? AND SHLD I BE AS FAKE TOO?
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO UNSURE. HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO STUPID.
being u or them. i dunnoe.
dun ask me anything. i'm sick of everything.
leave me alone.
12:02 AM